Note to a long time friend
gonna take your mind a while to read through it .
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Some come to an insight , and for some,,,
the insights just come to them ,
Lack of insight , leaves no place to rest , but upon irrational result .
I guess in all Trials , it's those insights that have the cure .
Gawd , where I've needed them so many times in life .
In a Crazy World , where Irrational is the new Norm , I , as you just mentioned ,
am having a struggle to maintain a Happy Balance .
We love to love ,
That is being attacked so much any longer , we are certainly facing a Battle each day .
Makes sense to us to love extending and receiving love , when we witness
our World losing that , it seems so intensely Crazy to us , so hard to make
sense out of .
At this moment , while watching current events , I feel that I'm a Contemporary witness
to the Fall of Rome II , further as I watch people , I seem them , like Nero , self absorbed
while strumming their Fiddle , Fiddle being their Cell Devices they stare into ,
Today's Opiate of the Masses .
The overly self absorbed , are always the most susceptible to the addiction
of their favored escape vehicle .
Care is lacking in them , in that , they engage the Escape without concern
to what effect it may have upon others , or even themselves .
For them , to realize Consequences of their self absorption and escape , never
touches their consciousness , obsessed to punch the button and feel relieved
for that one moment , until the next punch is required in order to take
them flying above the Clouds , where reality cannot be viewed .
Stoic and steadfast upon undulating ground , a Person of this stance , may wish
to depart from the madness , a misfit , they'll ponder to where they themselves
may flee . Flee not from reality of common sense , but flee the Madness around them ,
that makes no sense to them , I've Fled long ago , to where next , is becoming
a huge question any more , My Baby Blues look to the Skies for inspiration ,
I may see it yet .
You and I , we are that .
The few of us who seek some solace , can it be a matter of Geo-physical ,
or does the answer reside in the inner journey , the within to figure out ?
I know I cannot outrun a mass of crazy people , for they keep
making more of them .
soon , the head of a Pin will not be safe from them , no space
will be left to hide in .
I can always self absorb , join them in the madness , but I'd fail the attempt ,
just not built like that .
I question what attributes are present that give meaning to my life , and see
where it differs much from those around me , Misfit indeed , drop my hands
to sides , and move toward just giving up , with the thought , that it may not matter
so much as to warrant the concern .
If that can be achieved , I imagine self absorption will follow .
but have no faith in that happening , as said , just not built like that .
I thought , The mind is a wondrous and powerful thing , perhaps
I tap into it too much and not so many others do ,
then ,,, wait , barometers as such , cannot be properly instituted , not when
my mind , may in fact be,,,, the Crazy that I'm trying to outrun .
tee hee .
guess today , i'm feeling a good babble mode .
Hey , loves and all the Sunshine hugs i can send your way .