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02-06-2014, 10:36 PM #16
Accidental Stoner Member
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Bands at the place usually get going around halfpastennish.

Dammit, you're making me nervous already... 13.gif
02-06-2014, 10:40 PM #17
JayRodney ⓐⓛⓘⓔⓝ
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I'm gonna' finally get to hear Tex! chuckle.gif

wonder.gif
02-06-2014, 10:42 PM #18
Octo Mother Superior
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One would think you'd be getting used to playing in a band already. chuckle.gif
03-19-2014, 08:34 PM #19
Accidental Stoner Member
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Oh.

No, taking nothing in the stride here, I'm afraid.

The pain just won't subside, but I'm learning to live with
it. Gotten a lot of new friends and acquaintances in the
process.

But the bottom line is finding your own inner knots.
What is blocking my inner/spiritual growth, and how do
I come to terms with it? How do I change my negative
behaviours so they better serve my purpose and so on
and so forth. Why does it hurt so damned much?
03-19-2014, 08:44 PM #20
Accidental Stoner Member
Posts:8,927 Threads:71 Joined:Feb 2011
Yeah,

the first gig with the blues trio became legend :)

Entered the stage and told the truth:

"Oi! Anybody else in here got the blues?
I gotz the sweat from my father's death wake last night
still fresh in this here shirt. And disone for you, baby,
wherever you at tonight."

The vibes were strong, yes.
Everybody in the building felt it
for two full hours
condense running of the window insides of the place
jampacked

I loved every second
this is why I'm here
this my only real talent
- What's blocking me..?


And Jeebuz H Christ,
I love that woman.
Weeks turn months
seasons change
- inside the same

Oh well,
life must go on
and the loss is both of ours
because we're both nice people
to be around
- you the only one
that makes me difficult,
baby :(

it's so weird
I really don't know
what the universe wants with all this
I'm so goddang yours
but still poison to you
- how can that be?
03-19-2014, 08:50 PM #21
Octo Mother Superior
Posts:43,001 Threads:1,473 Joined:Feb 2011
I'm afraid there's no one size fits all solution to your questions AS. I do hope and wish your pain subsides eventually. hug.gif
03-19-2014, 08:59 PM #22
Accidental Stoner Member
Posts:8,927 Threads:71 Joined:Feb 2011
Hey... hug.gif

I've taken to the only weapon I know
against emotional imbalance and useless
self-pity:

hard work out
eat right
etc etc

but but
I got the flu
better now, but
no workout for days
frustration building
bad day today

need to let the f**k go!

but it's so hard
how the hell am I ever gonna love again?
feel lovable again?
gonna take me time...
"have fun with women" chuckle.gif
thx, but I'm not sure I know what that is
I'm the uncurable romantic

but all in all, other people got bigger problems
me just brokenhearted
and bloody confused
as to the bigger picture

where'd my patience go? 13.gif

*restlessness*
03-19-2014, 09:11 PM #23
Octo Mother Superior
Posts:43,001 Threads:1,473 Joined:Feb 2011
Well, you know where we live in case you need friends or need to walk off some of that restlessness. wave.gif
03-19-2014, 09:21 PM #24
Accidental Stoner Member
Posts:8,927 Threads:71 Joined:Feb 2011
I know, dear Octo. hug.gif

Too tired to move tonight, though.

Sleepless night behind me.

Be better tomorrow.
03-19-2014, 09:27 PM #25
Octo Mother Superior
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I hope so hug.gif
03-19-2014, 10:13 PM #26
UniqueStranger Art in my heart
Posts:15,061 Threads:428 Joined:Jun 2012
Quote:but it's so hard
how the hell am I ever gonna love again?
feel lovable again?
gonna take me time...
"have fun with women"
thx, but I'm not sure I know what that is
I'm the uncurable romantic

It doesn't have to mean carefree non-committal sex or anything of a romantic nature, it can be whatever you want it to be, like enjoying a woman's (friend) company on a long walk and talk at night and nothing more (for one example). You don't have to be lonely, but the grieving process will undoubtedly take its course.
03-21-2014, 05:03 PM #27
Accidental Stoner Member
Posts:8,927 Threads:71 Joined:Feb 2011
Hmmmyes.

I see it clearly now.

2nd session in studio just done,
with my brand new young genius
guitarist friend :)

yay.gif

Finally, the 1st scratch cut of "November
Piglet" - 10 y o idea that's been friggin'
plaguing and pestering me day in, day
out. Awesome mental release, to finally
hear somebody play it out loud!!!

beercheer.gif

My new friend is something else - he catches
my drift; where I'm going with my ideas, right
away. The depth of his musical vision the
greatest I've ever seen in a youngster from this
nick of the woods! 23 years of age.

Yup, my ex is one of the wisest women I
ever saw. I've caught on to the old, temporarily
lost magic again. Parts just had to fall off, when
the gods/my "soul" (whatever that concept really
holds) decided to wake me up from my
arrogant ways. My heart aches with every step,
but I need to go this way.

Yeah 15.gif I know, I know.
And I'm gonna get even more egocentric, before
this current set of tunes are mastered and done.
Obnoxious sheit.
Doesn't mean I love you guys any less! grouphug.gif

Hope to maybe post some early versions of the
music on here when developed enough for human
consumption. Up to me now, to get it done.
Would appreciate the Kritters' criticism (sp?).

Onwards.
Soon off to rehearsals with the goddang blues band chuckle.gif
A whole day of music.
Armpits smell like old french fries already :whew:

:)

Oh, looks like I'm turning this thread into a blog or sumtin.
Good therapy.
Thx.
03-21-2014, 05:08 PM #28
Shadow Mrs. Buckwheat
Posts:12,782 Threads:1,182 Joined:Feb 2011
Onwards and Upwards AS let the kid inspire you and play LOUD aLL CAPS fkyeah.gif
03-21-2014, 05:10 PM #29
Accidental Stoner Member
Posts:8,927 Threads:71 Joined:Feb 2011
chuckle.gif

hug.gif
03-21-2014, 05:10 PM #30
UniqueStranger Art in my heart
Posts:15,061 Threads:428 Joined:Jun 2012
Well, I for one am looking forward to hearing a little diddy, but I'm not qualified to criticize, just enjoy it or not. cheers.gif



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