:whew:

I'm kinda tired.
Wish I had the energy to want something.

:whew:

That was one heck of a year.
Not sure whether I learned something or nothing.
Together short, eternity long.

I am starting to fear what I am looking for does not exist.
People are strange, I am strange.

Not that one necessarily has to feel any certain way about it.
(There it is again, the zen master/village idiot bipolarity..!)
But right now, the sword is heavy and the heart a bit worn.
Thank you for a place to whine a little.

Bring on 2016.
Can't wait.

2015 isn't over yet. It can get much worse

Sure can.



Just thought it's about to start summarizing.
Gonna take me 'til Xmas to catch me breath again, any case.



No fool like an old fool

Bloody interesting,
how the outer turmoil of 2015
seems to mirror in people's insides...drama and anger.
Fractals.

Dunno, I can't think of a single 'want' I have either. I don't see that as a negative.

Any which way, I hope you have a smooth next year.

Oh I dunno.. I'd like to have a new guitar, but other than that... nope. A guitarist with no guitar is kinda'... lost your best friend not right.

(12-06-2015, 04:39 AM)Octo Wrote:  Dunno, I can't think of a single 'want' I have either. I don't see that as a negative.

Any which way, I hope you have a smooth next year.

No, it is actually a sort of relieved feeling, despite the...umh...melancholia.

Same to you
I had a great time most of the time.

(12-06-2015, 04:44 AM)JayRodney Wrote:  Oh I dunno.. I'd like to have a new guitar, but other than that... nope. A guitarist with no guitar is kinda'... lost your best friend not right.

Well Christmas is just around the corner and you have been a really good boy

Aw, fekk...Christmas.
May it come and pass quickly.

I want spiritual unification . To be a messenger of all messengers. I plan on learning from all the past spirits to understand how to deal and share this planet for all humanity. To enjoy and be free from corruption and the growing problems we have & will face.

Sounds like a plan.

(12-06-2015, 05:05 AM)Accidental Stoner Wrote:  Sounds like a plan.

Yes but is there enough time to change or will we destroy humanity. We are coming upon the pinicial of it. Time for us to rise and fight as one or die divided in religious segregated hatred.

No, WE will not destroy humanity. It's not who WE are. Something else is working against US.

Black GOO.

Dark matter it sourounds us all contain it or be consumed by it. Many Buddha statues have a dome in one hand thats becouse he pulled the darkness from him and confined it in his palm. Leaving His mind free from all aggression allowing a Nervona state of bless.