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12-24-2017, 07:07 PM #1,036
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Whew ! That got ya a bit concerned ,,, Eh ?

Got cha !

Thanks for snooping Tee Hee .

Here , have a Suicide Song .

12-25-2017, 07:20 AM #1,037
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Suicide is easy...Merry Christmas Rog.
12-26-2017, 08:17 PM #1,038
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(12-25-2017, 07:20 AM)UniqueStranger Wrote:  Suicide is easy...Merry Christmas Rog.

Information for you U/S .

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are : Role Playing .

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Avatar for the small theatrics we create and call threads .

NOTHING , you read , that I've posted , should be believed .

NOTHING !

it is all Play , like a Movie .

Nothing ,,,, NOTHING , that takes place on this Planet ,

is anything more than Theatrics , it is all " Movie " and you can watch it ( best position to be in )
or Act in it ( not Advised )

Some People attempt to be a " Star " or main Character in the Movies .

so ,
View the Forum as a Movie that we write scripts for

NEVER EVER take anything I write seriously , I mean that .

I write to write , and sometimes , I'm laughing so hard , Typos are all that come out at first .

Forums are Movies

we are the Actors

some of us Act and Write the scripts ,,,

that's all there is to know about Forums and this World you live in .
12-27-2017, 06:16 PM #1,039
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^^^^^ That right there is some pretty smart shït , good advice , and True as ,,,

anyway , back to the Act .

where I left off was the " Amy Movie " I was writing ,, so be back with more " Amy " soon .
12-28-2017, 04:49 AM #1,040
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Ya'all need some Amy Sense .

she's this here wacky as shït Irish girl , when I left town , she married this here guy , and a couple
kids come popping out of her like ,,, oh gawd ,, never mind

but anyway

so she's up in her 40's now , divorced because she cheated on the poor guy ( not with me , I don't do wives with kids ,
just childless wives )

and now , she's bent out of shape , cause finding a quality Man who will fall into and stick inside her trap ,,
is really really hard for her ,,

she's in Portland , and lets face it , guys there are NOT Men , they just Dangle a Unit , doesn't make them Men .

so finding a Man in Portland ain't easy , finding a Man , who wants a ready Made Stable , ain't even gonna Happen .

Those Tweeps in Portland are like little boys themselves ,, they don't want to grow up , and sure as hell
don't want to raise kids that are more Man then they are .

conundrum ,,, eh ?

well , ok , so I don't care Shits and a Fart Whistle about kids and their Moms , I got a Guitar , a cool collection
of Crazy Thoughts ,,
two dollars more than I can spend every day ,

and a Horizon giving me a Finger wiggle everyday ,

besides , when shït is fun , she ain't my idea of some one to hang with for longer than 30 minutes .

Rog' come sit
Rog' come talk
Rog' come dance
Rog' come go hot springs
Rog' come go Lake
Rog' sit with me
Rog' walk with me
Rog' Rog" Rog'
Rog'
Rog' do
Rog' have
Rog' ,,,,, gaah.gif gaah.gif gaah.gif gaah.gif

know what I mean , like some chick might slide in between us and swipe me away .

well shït , I wouldn't commit , wouldn't wouldn't wouldn't ,,,,

so ,, she rode me like that trying to get me ,,, GET ME !!!!! uhoh.gif uhoh.gif uhoh.gif

and now ?

NOPE !
heh heh ,,,

I'm a shït ! rofl.gif

well , friend says I am , especially when I'm writing in this Forum .

Ta Da !
12-28-2017, 05:25 AM #1,041
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(12-26-2017, 08:17 PM)Cynicalabsurdance Wrote:  
(12-25-2017, 07:20 AM)UniqueStranger Wrote:  Suicide is easy...Merry Christmas Rog.

Information for you U/S .

all Forums , all social media , all politics and social events .

are : Role Playing .

"""" Cynicalabsurdance """ is a Character I created for interacting in the various Plays we refer to as Forum Threads .


Avatar for the small theatrics we create and call threads .

NOTHING , you read , that I've posted , should be believed .

NOTHING !

it is all Play , like a Movie .

Nothing ,,,, NOTHING , that takes place on this Planet ,

is anything more than Theatrics , it is all " Movie " and you can watch it ( best position to be in )
or Act in it ( not Advised )

Some People attempt to be a " Star " or main Character  in  the Movies .

so ,
View the Forum as a Movie that we write scripts for

NEVER EVER take anything I write seriously , I mean that .

I write to write , and sometimes , I'm laughing so hard , Typos are all that come out at first .

Forums are Movies

we are the Actors

some of us Act and Write the scripts ,,,

that's all there is to know about Forums and this World you live in .

I believe what you posted about your old girlfriend, doing the dirty yoga style.
12-28-2017, 08:25 PM #1,042
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Tis awight , I've made a lot of believers out of more honest people than you with my lies .

Quasi Fiction is fun to read ,,

however , if you can do it ,,, it's even more fun to write it .

so ,
if all this time

2011 unto today

all this gibberish was believed ?

I mean , that stuff isn't even good enough for a giggle .

um ,,

ever see anybody else on any forum , write long ass threads with their actual life experiences in
them ?

chuckle.gif
who does that ?

not this hippie lmao.gif hug.gif hug.gif hug.gif
12-29-2017, 02:42 AM #1,043
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Some damned 1940's road side Diner ,
burnt Toast under grits , and Coffee taste as though it was strained through
my socks .

Western style prints all over the walls , and those suck a$$ Wagon Wheel
hanging light fixtures ,

yeah , typical ,
Another day on another two lane road .

Waitress names Sasha ( probably more like Ann , but , dreams of being
an exotic woman )

I tipped by nature , over kill , some waitresses think of it as
my way of saying : " Hey cutie , date ? "

Ma' was a waitress as I grew up , no tips , no eat that night ,
so , it's a guilt thing if I skimp on a tip ,,,
like I know the waitress is struggling and I am cheating her
out of reaching the Stars .

Depressing actually , to see a single Mom worked slinging slop
to Pig People ,, damn , make me an abortion before you make me a single
Mom and a waitress in my next life .

Dirt poor mothers , and this is civilization ?

Get the hell out of here man , this is far from civil .

I stepped off the stool , spun a ten across the counter and up under the
edge of my mostly full breakfast plate ,,,

Three dollar meal and a ten dollar tip ,, yeah , makes perfect sense to
this Hippie .

Stepping outside the Diner , Dust cloud meets me off the twenty or so wheels
on an 18 wheeler ,,,
can't hurt the grime already on me , just another coat added over
an already stiff with filth Jacket ,,
Been road bound now over two weeks , I believe sixteen days , might
be seventeen , not once have I changed out these 501's ,,,

Denim is like that ,, the less you wash it , the longer it last ,,,

and never use Tide detergent on Denim ,,,
Tide cleans by heat ,,,
which as well strips the dye out of the denim , and breaks down the
cotton ,,, turning them into rags ,,,

Woman over on the side of the sign for this joint , seated in a 25 year
old Pontiac ,,, watching me ,,
saw her inside as I entered , she was paying and about to leave ,,
she glanced over at me , gave me an up and down ,, and smiled into my eyes
with " Well,,, and just where did this Stud come from? "

I guess she supposed I was worth a wait see , and find out for herself .

Zipped to the neck the leather , threw the scarf around and tucked it
into the jacket ,, straddled the Bike ,, and she pulled up and stopped in front of me ,,,

She opened with : " Hey ,,, aren't you Tammy's Brother ,, ? "

( I know damned well , there ain't no Tammy , and this woman's done every brother in this area )

I manage a squint into the Sun , and sideways grunt a " Nope "
as I stroke down on the kick stater and fire up .

She thought she had me pinned in I suppose ,, I just cranked the bars right
rolled back , knocked it down in first ,, popped it out of there ,,

" STUCK UP A$$HOLE "
is what I think she said , As I passed out and onto the highway .

Dirt comes in a combination of lifestyles ,,,
sometimes it sticks to a jacket
other times it calls you stuck up a$$hole

and sometimes , it's that Burnt Toast under the Grits .

Burning Deserts , ,,, sage ,,, and heat , two miles high and you're
still frying ,,, what damned cause is there in making such a hostile
planet ,,, MAN ,,, give it another try Mr. God ,,, remember buddy ,,,
you're supposed to be a Perfectionist man ,,,
this is just too half A$$ for a perfect God ,,, unless your Throne is missing
Half the seat .

I heard a very old WW I Vet say once ,, " Ya never think , that a Foxhole ,
would look so beautiful ,,,until bullets and bombs chase you into one "

That described how I felt getting out of my family home ,, like ,,,
it was dropping bombs and bullets on my life ,,,,
and the Road out was my Foxhole ,,,
a place to rest and be safe from the crazy people in this world

( another note to Mr. God , which is crazier , Crazy people , or the Crazy God that makes them ? )

I mean , to what are Crazy People purposed ?
Why make them ?

Is it just to add variety ,,, or are crazy people a way for us sane bastards
to tell we are sane ?

never Mind Mr. God , I think I just answered it for myself .

I guess it's odd that ,, well ,,, that the question above came to me ,
between the thought that " Some people are better at blowing Bubbles that they are at Drawing Bubbles ,,, drawing a Bubble is kinda hard for me ,,,,

I just cannot seem to get the 3D image of them correctly ,,,like ,,,
HOW THE HELL DO YOU MAKE THEM LOOK LIKE A SPHERE ?

They just keep coming out looking like a circle ,,, no depth .

Kinda like that Woman waiting on me back at the Diner ,,, no depth ,,
just a hollow looking for someone to fill her Void for her .

a Dirty Bubble ? is that how I associate her in life ?

an empty dirty bubble ,,, with a NEED , to be filled by a Man ?

Lonely People , something I never understood , was loneliness ,,, in
other people ,,
Given that I myself ,, fight hard to find a lonely place to be myself
where I am the happiest .

I guess I should try and remember some of those bar jokes for people like her ,,

just to kind of entertain them while I make haste my escape form them .

It's got to be better than just a rude scoot off and being called a stuck up a$$hole ,, though I don't mind that handle at all ,,,, it's just that
sometimes I have to travel back through these spots on the road ,,,

and every once in a while , I do run into someone I pissed off ,, such as her .

No idea why I held a thought of her for so long , maybe I wanted to
be with her , and just thought myself cheap if I did ,,,

Ego ?
Me ?
been said many times , even by me .

Ah well , that's what was happening back there , and out ahead is where I am
headed , so I dropped all thought of her and that snide a$$ statement of hers .


And so the Low Bridge comes on me fast in the Dark , it's wet , drizzling Rain , I slip on
the hand brake , shït , front wheel goes into a short slide ,, Keeping it upright none the less ,,
I got her to coast down a bit slower and applied both brakes with an ease on em .

Yeah , there in the Beam of The Bike , is the small foot path The stranger told of ,
it leads down and under the Bridge as he spoke about ,,

shït !
Muddy !
This can turn into a slip and slide Mud Ride down that slope , ain't easy as I first thought , may not
want to deal with this ,,, but the Storm ,,,
gonna have to try ,,

A Bit sideways a couple times , but landed shiny side up , began to push her deeper into the tunnel-like
shelter beneath the bridge , Head light caught something strange that I couldn't as yet quite make out ,,
hmm ,,
Deflection of my front wheel took my attention away from whatever it was ,, and re-balancing
the Bike ,, I pushed a few feet more and set her up on the center stand .

If ever you don't want to be someplace at a certain sometime ,,, that place and Time ,,

is on the Northern California Coast line during a Storm pushed by that Alaskan Winter Funnel system .

Ice Wind doesn't blow from a single direction Man ,, it's swirls from all directions in a manner that
you cannot find any safe place out of it's multi-directional assaults on you .

Dig a Hole , jump in , it will indeed come straight down out of the Sky at you .

I was FEKKED , a Stream of Ice water was beginning to flow down from up slope and widen out across all the
level ground beneath the Bridge ,,,

Choices ?
None Good .

It's Tricky trying to park a two wheel vehicle on a slope ,, something Evil keeps causing it to tip over
every time you try to let go of it .

Pffft ,, well , Perfect ! now what ?!

Lasso ! shït , I have ROPE !

Threw one end over a Beam , laid the bike on the slope , tied off to the upper frame ,,
with all my beef for counter weight ,, Pulled the Bike upright and slipped a Sailors Knot around an opposing Beam .

COOL , out of the Water for now ,,,

Admiring my handy work ,, simi amazed it worked ,,

Barely heard it ,,

" You're not going to Hurt me are You ?

Female Voice ,, I didn't even want to turn and look ,,,,
this FEAR Sh_t from people over my looks , sick of it to death .

I answered without turning :::::
" Please ,,, just ignore I exist , if it helps please , I have no need
to know you're even here , I'm just getting out of the Storm for a bit "

Bent over , back to the Voice , wiping Oil off the Rear Wheel of the Bike ,,

I thought I heard her say :::
""" Names Angie ,"""

I replied to the " Here so Far " disembodied Voce :::::::::
" Nice enough name , short for Angel perhaps ? "

" Angela actually "

How'd your folks settle on a last name like : " Actually " ,,, that's a bit odd isn't it ?

I heard her snort a giggle ,,, " Last names not actually , it's insanity actually "

" Angela Insanity Actually ? "

" Two last names ? ,,, that's even more odd , try again , Because I'm beginning to think
I can't trust you behind my back "

" You're a funny man ,, you always talk to people like that ? "

" Like what ? like with my back to them ,,, or with this smoke in
my lips "

" You're not smoking "

" Right you are ,,, not yet I am , gotta light ? "

She steps out and to my side , surprised me ,,, she was closer than I thought from the sound of her voice ,,


" she lit a match and cupped it ,,,

" Guess I should've had a smoke ready before I asked,,, eh ? "

again she snorted , I almost replied with a Snort of my own .

I pulled a smoke and she lit it up

I said " You always snort like that when amused ? "

This time it was I who got the short " Nope " reply .

" Well , what other noise can you offer when amused then ? "

" Oh , I don't know , sometimes I just hold the giggle in , and that
makes me fart out loud ,,, do you mean that ? "

I turned to her bag ,,, " you travel rather light for a fart'er ,, I'd think you'd
have more preparations with you for the times you really get to giggling "

Her Bag was a White Pocket Book .
12-29-2017, 08:57 AM #1,044
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Hmmm ????

Small White Pocket Book ,, and nothing else ?

Odd Names just Birthed a few more Oddities ,
It was then that curiosity ran my eyes around her and my surroundings ,,
Curiosity , with a fleck of self preservation driving Caboose , er ,, For , Honey Traps
are commonly used by Thugs for a set up .

She obviously intuited my preservation mode ,,,

" Ain't no one 'round , cept you , I ain't had nobody come here all day , why I stayed here
when I saw that Storm coming , figured I wouldn't be molested here if ain't no one ever come
down under here "

First look at her face was right then , JEBUS !

Fitting Name for that sweet cheek face of hers , The Woman had the Face of an Angel ,
almost a " Sad Angel Type " countenance , an Angel that's seen too much hell in life , sorta like she was
on her last string of hope ,, and it was pretty well shred up .

MY freaking Heart melted for her , I'm a Sensitive , compassion is an overflow in my being ,
I've always been that way with people whom seem vulnerable ,, like , my Duty to step up and
Protect them , help them , console them ,,, and ,, Damage control for their Soul .

Again , as she had a moment before , she picked up on my thoughts ,

" It's alright , don't concern yourself 'bout me , I do fine , right now I'm dry and this place is safe with you here,
you're staying the night aren't you "

You know the inflection man , it wasn't a question , it was a Request . and so ,, " Mmm Hmm , guess I am now "

Twinkle , I am not making that up , both eyes emitted almost a sparkle like twinkle ,,
My breath stop mid draw ,, Mental Picture of those Metaphysical story lines ,, what one ?
something like a Bewitching ? The Gypsy Eyes ? brrrr ,,, had to shake the thought out ,,, F' Spooky shït
in a place like this , it ain't wise for the ,,
anyway ,

I caught back up to myself and : " Haven't you a place around here that you can go to ?
I can get you there when this Maelstrom let's up a smidge "

She laughed , " Smidge ? " I ain't never heard nobody ever use that word , what's it mean ? "
" And whats a Mall ,, strum ? "

" It means you just answered my question with a question wise acre "

Now , got a place I can take ya ? "

' No ,, I ain't really got no place I can call my own , ain't no friends places neither , I'm like you ,
just mosein' round free like ,, "

Like me ? correct me , did I see you reading my Journal ? "

No , but , ain't hard to tell that you're doing the Road , you're a Traveler wandering ,, ain't it right ?

Snuffed the Smoke into the Mud , then stood upright inhaling cleaner air ,,

" Alrighty then , so you had it in mind to sleep under here tonight , um ,with what ? that Hand Bag for a Blankie ?"

" I'll be alright as I am , I' Acclimatized , little cold but ,,
Hey ! where'd you pull that word from ? and you're questing my ,, ah never mind ,,

No , look , I ain't broke , There's some Motel thing down this road some miles away , right ?

" Oh no , I can't do that , I can't impose ,, I can't ,, "

Stop that , sorry , we'll see what this Storm will allow us to do , it may Rain for the next month way it's
looking , so meanwhile , I'm gonna set up the pad on the flat up there , I got two sleeping bags , get us a fire going ,
Think that's a good plan ? "

Mmm Hmmm ,, real good plan .

The Woman is just a Treasure , My Mind was grinding on How the hell she got tossed out of life like this ?

~~~~ Continue sometime later ,, Maybe ~~~~


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12-29-2017, 08:59 PM #1,045
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Yea
Back down the Shaft

there within the Stack
of Chaff

Rest the Ancient Eye's
of forgotten Crafts

Velvet Stream , light of
Moon ,
shines to glisten
those eyes so long dead

Hey Oh Mama ,,, free my soul

Back to the Earth I'm Feeling ,,,

Back to the Earth I'm Falling

Hey Oh Mama free my Soul ,,,,


Moon Light dancer
sing those Ice Cold Stares away ,,

All ye children , come now

Come out to play


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12-29-2017, 09:19 PM #1,046
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Art ,, ever be it ?


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01-01-2018, 05:49 PM #1,047
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There's Lillie's in the Wash Basin on the Back Porch of a Summer's Home
when the Rain is just Right , and the Sun is sitting with a Peek Hole in the Clouds ,

A Rainbow will either begin or end on the Wash Basin , turning the White Lillie's
into ,,, ?

Some say the Basin was there before water was born , so that water would have a Crib to be rocked
to sleep with .

Unknown by me , but investigating it still , is whether those Lillie's have Magical Qualities other than
they're color change on a Rainbow Day .

I'm getting close to an answer , I can see it just ahead of the end of this Tunnel .

If I can just keep my Balance a while longer , I'll know Their secrets .


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01-02-2018, 07:05 PM #1,048
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Shift
The Illusion of time creates another year to survive through
month by month ,,
pay that bill
comes around every 30 days

less than a Third of one hundred ,
too short a period ,, of ,,, Time ?

Trapped and owned by the " Bills "

pay as you go , or extend credit , and the Trap enlarges .

Owe , it's the way to go

Owe , someday ,, is just another Time element .

Re-Shift

Back in time
when the day was no longer than the Night

evenly divided like the Mind of God ,

Mankind along with Womankind
divided their time evenly

Sun up unto Sun Down

Rise the Dark Curtain of Night ,,,

and Man in Woman , creates another one of their Kind .

Another one who as well , will divide their Time into small fractals of enslavement

They as well will Owe
Trap after Trap , to own the Objects they have no need of .

Ownership becomes Enslavement , and the free ,,,?

Well , this they can see easily .

Saw you standing there waiting for me

dreamed it was a Sea Breeze in that Smile of yours

Knew then
there's always someplace warm for my heart to be ,,,

Owe me nothing

as I owe you , so shall nothing be

know those daylight moments don't come for free

Know ,,, if I own nothing , then Nothing can own me .

and so ,,

The breakers roll in , slide along the Shore
takes my breath away , every time I feel them rolling over me ,,,

cost me nothing to own nothing , and time slips back into the bag from which it came .

Had that Old Dream last evening , I was flying Home ,,, dreamed I was coming home ,,,
across the Sea ,,, oh all across the Sea ,,

Situations are Manageable , but why must they be ?

Situations have no Home with me .

Time is a God , To which , I will not Bend my Knee ,,,

Will not have a hold on me
will not dictate whom I shall be
Will not rob me of being free ,,,,,


Comes the Sun

Some say it's another day

that's not true
not something I would tend to say ,,,

Know that Moment , ignore the rest ,,,

disown your clocks

Time is Illusion for which you measure the space between ,,,

but that doesn't make time a Reality .


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01-03-2018, 05:24 AM #1,049
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Wasn't I supposed to be Writing a Ghost Story ?

I know I had one under way in this Thread ,,, somewhere ,,

let's see if I can pick it up off the Cuff .

be back after My Taco's are settled in for the night .

Salsa is awesome for a Cancer Cure ,,,

well , not cure , it just makes having Cancer seem like a Cake Walk .

YUM !
01-03-2018, 07:08 AM #1,050
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Ok Man , it looks like this is where I left off on the " Beneath a Bridge " Story ,
Last Paragraph inserted , then I'll roll us on down the Road ,,, gonna add a Poster Child at the bottom of the page

~ ~~~ Continue with last moving on

" " Alrighty then , so you had it in mind to sleep under here tonight , um ,with what ? that Hand Bag for a Blankie ?"

" I'll be alright as I am , I'm Acclimatized , little cold but ,,
interjecting just to be fun , I whispered loudly ,,
Hey ! where'd you pull that word from ? and you're questioning my ,, ah never mind ,,

Side Glance her way and I tell her " No , look ,I'm trying to say that I ain't broke ,
There's some Motel thing down this road some miles away , right ?

She's too shy for her own good and answered : " Oh no , I can't do that , I can't impose ,, I can't ,, "
Interrupting her , sorta sternly ,,

" Stop that , ahem ,, sorry , we'll see what this Storm will allow us to do , it may Rain for the next month way it's
looking , if it'll break , I'll get you a Room , and " No " I'm not out to so to get into those Panties ,,
so meanwhile , I'm gonna set up the pad on the flat up there , I got two sleeping bags , get us a fire going ,
Think that's a good plan ? "

She's back with a smile on that , answers me : " Mmm Hmmm ,, real good plan .

The Woman is just a Treasure , My Mind was grinding on How the hell she got tossed out of life like this ?

Take two , Chapter One , The Bed Roll Scene .

Interesting , when you delve very deep into your own Mind , sniffing around
for those discrepancies that you intuitively know , exist between the way you think
and believe ,, and the way some very strange people do , you may , as I have so often ,
find that those discrepancies begin to shrink the deeper you go .

I can't tell you why , but I can sure attest to it being a fact .

You see , it's like semantics of The Brain World , the slight differences are just that you
use a perception that is actually aligned , but on a rather higher or lower wave frequency ,
BUT , the concepts are all pretty much the same , just reached through a different tunnel
at either a slower or wider breadth , some faster , some just never quite find the end of the Tunnel .

We covered the fact that I'm a Self Actuated individual , hell , even covered my arrogance for being such ,
So , for me , some things people find to be a big jump in their lives , is for me , pfft , not even a Ripple
in a Puddle .

I take the Bull , not just by the Horns , I snatch hold of the Balls as well , and Make it behave according to my
Will .

It's a Power I've honed consistently all my life ,

Angie , seemed confounded by even the most easily solved issues , as though Fear kept
her solidly grounded in one spot ,,, unsure that if taking a step , whether it would be in the wrong or right
direction .

She was like , well stalled on every and any of the smallest decisions , do I do , or , do I do not .

Having laid out the Bedroll and a nice fire ring set with Coals ,
I almost had to demand that she sit down on a chosen spot so I could seat my bones
down in a spot that was not intimidatingly too close , Space is Space for all of us , conscientious is a Born
trait in me , I wanted her comfortable with whatever position I'b be setting in , she just wouldn't
take the step to seat herself , as if undecided , but for a ridiculous reason , not paranoid , but
as though she was considering me and my preference of a seat , and didn't wish to crowd my Space as well .

Now go back and read first Paragraph again , it may make better sense this time .

Again , I can't tell you why , but it's true , concepts are just a matter of twist which seem like
large gaps between each , but they are not that different when you consider deeply .

I had the Seat off the Motorcycle , and set it behind her : " This is your Pillow , and while we're up ,
it can be used as a Back rest against the wall , ok ?

She smiled back with : " Won't you need it sweetie ? "
Frick , she had to break the Ice , I was fine holding my urge to kiss her ,,, and those eyes ,, she almost had
me leaning in to kiss her ,, I wasn't holding back so easy now , ,,
but I managed to ,,

" Ahem , Angie , we'll cover something together , alright ? I'm a Service to others type , and raised
to be ,,, look , short of it is , when I offer you something , I do so with intent for you to have it , and there
is no question , ok , take advantage Woman , because I'm not going to deny you what I offer ,
I am headstrong about stuff and generosity , ok ? "

Hmph ,, you don't ask if I want it , you tell me , big difference , so , it's your fault too "

Logic that , not going to contest it , right she was .

Ok , Ok ,, we'll split the Seat , the Bags , and the ,, what else ?

She answered with a question again : " Mars Bar ? "

Huh ? Mars Bar ?

" In my bag , want to ? "

I laughed , : " You don't even need to try being Cute do you , it's your Nature isn't it ? "

" That's not nice to say "

" Angie , it's an Endearment , not a ,, Hey ! Stop that ! That's twice you got me , and """That " ain't nice "

Giggled , she asked again about the Bar of Candy

answering : " Alright , let's see this Candy you've been bragging about ,, shee-shits "

Split it with her , more because any contesting it , she'd claim I was stopping her
from exercising her generosity ,,

Warm ? asking her while I stirred Coals ,,

Mmmm Hmmm ,,

Hey , I have candy too , 3 Musketeers Bars , Like Hot Coco ?

You have coco < yes , it'd be nice .

Angie , I boil water , break up the Candy into the cups , pour the Boiling Water over them , stir ,,,,

Hot Coco !

Wow , that's smart ,, is it good , I mean , does it really make Coco ?

Mmmm Hmmm ,,, Mimicking her answers .

I wasn't watching her when she leaned over into my side , pulling my arm up and over
her shoulders ,,
" It's alright , right ? I can tell you wouldn't mind or I wouldn't dare "
she followed with ,,
" It ain't gonna stop raining , so we're going to be sleeping together anyway ,
and we're bound to touch in our sleep , so ,,, "

I smiled into her lips as she tilted them to mine , Kiss , Wall Fell all the way to hell , she was into me now

The stickiness of the Coco caused our lips to cling a slight second on parting , sensation was ,, if you've ever ,
then you know ,,

" Angie , as I turned my face away and toward the fire , " I ,, I'm sorry , I wasn't supposed to let myself go
like that ,, I ,,

" Why not , you wanted to long enough , what ? you didn't like it , ? I did . "

" Ah Man , no , I mean yes , desire had me , yes , I wanted to , and like it , I loved it , however ,,,
Ok , I'm not supposed to allow myself to become this attracted to anyone I meet while on the Road ,,
it's that ,, you see , I have to keep moving on , and it rips into both of us when I depart ,, so ,,
" I can't be doing this , it's wrong for both of us , you understand , we can't be together as a couple ,,
and , I can't be the cause of your sadness ,, when I have to leave ,,

" You Talk like the Angels Talk, you sound just like them ,, it's ok , I'll miss us together , but ,, I'll get over it "

" Um,, oh man , let's just forget I said anything , we can just float I guess , let be what will , ,,, "
" Hmph , you think too much I think "
Just like those Angels , you're probably an Angel , aren't you ? "

I scoff " what are you ,, yeah , a Pirate Angel ,, Girl , ,,, "
she leaned that set of coco sticky lips up ,,, " Again please , "

~~~~ seconds pass while the Moments stack side to side ~~~~

" What's this Angel stuff you keep talking about Angie , are you seriously speaking to Angels ? "

Um Hum ,, they were here before you came , they told me about you , said you'd show up and be a friend "
You Talk just like them , that is , once I got you purring "

I busted out loud ,,
" Purring ? did you ? got me Purring , precious that ,, gude Gawd Gurl ,, stop already "

" Rog' , I'm serious ,, like just now , that Laugh of your's , just like that one Angel , he laughs just like you "

~~~~ Continue later ~~~~~~~~

Have an Angie Pic ~~~~~~~~~~~


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