just wrote me off as a lousy Husband that she didn't have , simply because ,
I was not there for her and the child ,,, at any time in my life .
I'm sooooo guilty of everything she's accused me of ,, I Totally abandoned her and the child .
I guess if we had met just once in Life , I may have stuck around .
however , I never knew where she was because I never met her .
just shoot me .