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I don't have much left. Only a dying memory that's killing me closer to the grave
07-31-2018, 11:29 PM #1
LilDoozey Member
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I feel lost and hopless. I fucked up a lot of good things in my life. I lost the love of my life and ride the plane of existence alone full of pain. I'm full of hate, spite, anger, addiction, and it's getting to a point where it's all gonna explode.

I have no friends in real life, nobody to really trust. The one person I had I pushed aside out of resentment.

I have never felt more alone and rejected by the world.

Everywhere I got people treat me like I'm the worst part of their day. I don't blame them either.

I'm being mocked and hated and tortured spiritually by enemies I can't see.

My reputation has been ruined and I lost my career in Animation.

Everyday I get up out of bed, I am angry, I cry, break things, then end up going out the the streets hoping to find some drugs to calm me down

if you're out there reading this.

help me....
07-31-2018, 11:38 PM #2
LilDoozey Member
Posts:138 Threads:46 Joined:Sep 2013
(07-31-2018, 11:29 PM)LilDoozey Wrote:  I feel lost and hopless. I fucked up a lot of good things in my life. I lost the love of my life and ride the plane of existence alone full of pain. I'm full of hate, spite, anger, addiction, and it's getting to a point where it's all gonna explode.

I have no friends in real life, nobody to really trust. The one person I had I pushed aside out of resentment.

I have never felt more alone and rejected by the world.

Everywhere I got people treat me like I'm the worst part of their day. I don't blame them either.

I'm being mocked and hated and tortured spiritually by enemies I can't see.

My reputation has been ruined and I lost my career in Animation.

Everyday I get up out of bed, I am angry, I cry, break things, then end up going out the the streets hoping to find some drugs to calm me down

if you're out there reading this.

help me....

dont worry I know what you think of me. I'll do the world a favor and kill myself today

Kobe Bryant and Pau Gassol, good tag team on offense, we get Steve Nash and Steve Blake to draw fouls and get Gassol on C, might them rebounds, and Kobe with his fadeaways, forget it man, we got dis, GO LAKERS!! #24!
07-31-2018, 11:40 PM #3
Kreeper Griobhtha
Posts:11,158 Threads:752 Joined:Feb 2011
When your entire life sucks you need to change your entire lifestyle.

I am speaking of the life of a man who knows that the world is not given by his fathers, but borrowed from his children; who has undertaken to cherish it and do it no damage, not because he is duty-bound, but because he loves the world and loves his children… - Wendell Berry, 1971
07-31-2018, 11:44 PM #4
Cynicalabsurdance Member
Posts:10,218 Threads:232 Joined:Feb 2011
Geezzz-it's

and here I was feeling sorry for myself because I lost both feet to Diabetes ,
my NUTZ were cut at Birth
I have one tooth left

and I went blind as a Dead Goat when I caught my ol' Lady doing it with a Blow up Free Willy Doll

jeepers , you must feel aweful .

here , have a Girlfriend


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08-01-2018, 04:53 AM #5
Team Uzi ռօ ǟʀȶɨʄɨƈɨǟʟ ֆաɛɛȶɛռɛʀֆ
Posts:1,989 Threads:84 Joined:Jul 2017
Whatever you're doing,
JUST STOP!

İmage

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08-01-2018, 05:45 AM #6
UniqueStranger Art in my heart
Posts:15,004 Threads:444 Joined:Jun 2012
L'ttle Doozey... find solice in you..after all, you came here and reached out...you...you did it...only you.

08-01-2018, 05:46 AM #7
UniqueStranger Art in my heart
Posts:15,004 Threads:444 Joined:Jun 2012
Love yourself(e).
08-01-2018, 06:09 AM #8
Octo Mother Superior
Posts:41,455 Threads:1,558 Joined:Feb 2011
Things will become better when you stop seeing yourself as a victim. Every moment is new, choose different. Baby steps patpat.gif
08-01-2018, 06:43 AM #9
JayRodney ⓐⓛⓘⓔⓝ
Posts:30,512 Threads:1,483 Joined:Feb 2011
wave.gif Hey ya LD... been a long time.
Of all the probs you have, addiction would be #1.
Take care of that demon, and the rest will sort themselves out.

wonder.gif
08-01-2018, 06:02 PM #10
LilDoozey Member
Posts:138 Threads:46 Joined:Sep 2013
(08-01-2018, 06:43 AM)JayRodney Wrote:  wave.gif  Hey ya LD... been a long time.
Of all the probs you have, addiction would be #1.
Take care of that demon, and the rest will sort themselves out.

whats up Jay. Been too long. I decided to get drunk and say fuck it yesterday. My ex is a crazy bitch, whatever she says don't believe her bro. Hows the warp drive on the ship?
08-01-2018, 06:05 PM #11
Octo Mother Superior
Posts:41,455 Threads:1,558 Joined:Feb 2011
You know there are two sides to every story. We're not here to judge anyone or take sides. Just because she doesn't see things the same way you do is because she probably sees it from an entirely different viewpoint. It's called perspective.

You can't change other people, only yourself.
08-01-2018, 06:58 PM #12
JayRodney ⓐⓛⓘⓔⓝ
Posts:30,512 Threads:1,483 Joined:Feb 2011
All's going good here LD, hope you get all that cray cray stuff sorted out.
We've been 90 - 100 every day for 3 weeks with no AC so everybody's feeling dicey.
Finland isn't used to that and I've been gone from Florida for a few years now, so I don't have it going on either.

wonder.gif
08-02-2018, 06:04 AM #13
Below Average Genius Member
Posts:3,001 Threads:303 Joined:Apr 2013
(07-31-2018, 11:29 PM)LilDoozey Wrote:  I feel lost and hopless. I fucked up a lot of good things in my life. I lost the love of my life and ride the plane of existence alone full of pain. I'm full of hate, spite, anger, addiction, and it's getting to a point where it's all gonna explode.

I have no friends in real life, nobody to really trust. The one person I had I pushed aside out of resentment.

I have never felt more alone and rejected by the world.

Everywhere I got people treat me like I'm the worst part of their day. I don't blame them either.

I'm being mocked and hated and tortured spiritually by enemies I can't see.

My reputation has been ruined and I lost my career in Animation.

Everyday I get up out of bed, I am angry, I cry, break things, then end up going out the the streets hoping to find some drugs to calm me down

if you're out there reading this.

help me....

Could you ask yourself this question, "Why do I love discovering what is between me and loving kindness?"

Let's make 5G safe by installing zirconium ceramic bricks to the cell masts. It will save the providers billions of dollars quickly by reducing interference.

Can you ask yourself "Why do I love discovering how my protons can experience Loving Kindness?"



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