Yesterday was kind of okay..
But today is shït.
I'm feeling so sorry for myself
and then I get mad because I should just be able to stop
everything in life goes exactly like it's supposed to.
But sometimes it's to much to try and be understanding and strong.
So today i'm weak.
I would like to crawl into a hole and not give a fekk..
Today I could easily throw away everything thats good in my life
my kids, my new school, work...
because today it's difficult to see the point.
no quotes, no affirmations, no nothing can take away the longing after the comfort that is no longer mine.
I hate these days when i'm not strong enough to be a good mother, friend or anything.
So tomorrow has to be better, it will be.
Thank you and sorry for whining.