As for the sleep paraylisis.. its terrifying. I distinctley remember a time when was in that state. I opened my eyes to feel as though I was completley paralyised from my mouth down. I felt as though there was a 1000 lb weight on my chest. I tried to scream for help but nothing! Not even a peep! There is nothing scarier than this.. I then heard birds chirping and a strange voice say 'We are the universe.' This is when I saw the standard gray alien face.. but a little different. I cannot tell you how real this felt, it was unreal. BTW, I know my grammar is terrible, that I am working on.
Ever since I took myself off of this paxil I have been soooo damn tired and very heavy lucid dreams. I have been trouble staying up for more than 7 hours each day since I stopped it. I am going off topic, but..... yuup im getting sleepy again. Dammit.. Disregard this post, sometimes I just come out of left field with a bunch of jumbled up thoughts. This paxil brain zap thing is effecting my beer drinking..