Take Roswell for instance, sure the goverment switched their story around a few times, but who wouldn't. Especially when dealing with spy planes or top secret projects on our soil. I am not doubting the fact that there are ufos in the nights sky.... I believe they are terrestrial in origin. I can't sit here and act like I know the truth, because I don't. With CGI, and every other photoshop trick.. ect.. who really knows?
I just can't take the conspiricies anymore, it is ruining my life. Sitting in front of a monitor with years of research.. always coming to a dead end.
When I was a kid, I believed in Santa so much that I would abuse his toys thinking they were from him, and not from my folks... breaking hockey sticks ect.. I truly believed he was real. When I found out he wasn't well, I stopped believing in everything. I need proof. I want proof.
Does anyone know of any case that is not mainstream or has been told over and over again. An actual case with undeniable evidence.
If so let me know, I am losing hope.
P.S. its a sad life to think that everyone is out to get you... The shadow people. I would rather life in the light and face anything that comes. I dont need to prepare nor do I need a doomsday bunker. If you take me to a fema camp Ill stand on my own two feet.
I just dont know anymore.