Life For Me These Last Two Months Has Been Living Hell

**Ruby Wolf** · 05-08-2017, 04:00 PM

To make a not so long and very sad faith and emotion shattering story even shorter yet still horrible and tragic and way beyond strange...

Two months ago my 21 year old niece overdosed on heroin and died in new jersey and to read her recently discovered secret diary will create rivers of tears for anyone reading it...

My 40 year old sister went down there to attend her funeral where her only son told other people around him that something bad is going to happen to my mother...

One week later that very same 40 year old sister of mine mysteriously choked to death while eating in bed watching television here in massachusetts...

Then one month ago our 63 year old friend and tenant who rented out part of our house for the last fifteen years suddenly died in his sleep and I was the one who found his lifeless body...

The very next day on the other side of town my grand parents house inexplicably burned to the ground a total loss the same house where my sister died within...

Those dreadful series of terrible and tragic events without warning will not be brushed aside in denial as being nothing more than coincidence and even worse they probably have not ended yet...

**Octo** · 05-08-2017, 04:20 PM

Omfg...

I'm so sorry to hear this, that's quite a bit of sad things to happen over such a short period of time.

**JayRodney** · 05-08-2017, 04:47 PM

What a string of darkness, even the vibe of that is bothersome.
This is like something you read about that happened to somebody else, a long time ago, not anyone you know.
Hang in there, and be careful yourself man.

**Meh** · 05-08-2017, 04:48 PM

I'm so sad to hear this.

**Adde** · 05-08-2017, 05:10 PM

I've never heard of such a string of awful events. My heart goes out to you and your family.

İmage

**Ruby Wolf** · 05-08-2017, 05:31 PM

Partly explaining my relative absence from here lately and I do appreciate everyones comments...

**Stiggy** · 05-08-2017, 05:50 PM

Christ on a crutch, when it rains it pours. Let's hope for some positive coming your way!

**Cynicalabsurdance** · 05-08-2017, 06:01 PM

Feeling you man

same here , and as well for my Favorite Friend , we are losing so many loved ones right now .

Sadly , I'm the Tuff Bastard that this cancer can't seem to take out .

I think : " What am I ,, the fucking Caboose on this Train ? "

05-08-2017, 08:23 PM

Sorry to hear about your losses, and fuck Jesus for not keeping an eye on your loving niece, such an evil fucking entity he is.

My God would have protected her and she would still be alive.

05-08-2017, 09:44 PM

(05-08-2017, 08:23 PM)Anonymous Kritter Wrote: Sorry to hear about your losses, and ƒück Jesus for not keeping an eye on your loving niece, such an evil ƒükking entity he is.

My God would have protected her and she would still be alive.

**Stiggy** · 05-08-2017, 10:07 PM

(05-08-2017, 08:23 PM)Anonymous Kritter Wrote: Sorry to hear about your losses, and ƒück Jesus for not keeping an eye on your loving niece, such an evil ƒükking entity he is.

My God would have protected her and she would still be alive.

That was touching.

**Cynicalabsurdance** · 05-08-2017, 11:36 PM

Touching ?

well , better not touch me ,, I ain't clean , got Bugs and stuff , ya know what sayin' ?

**Accidental Stoner** · 05-09-2017, 12:01 AM

Damn...that's harsh :(

Hope things take a turn for the better, BV.

**Mars** · 05-09-2017, 09:03 AM

That sounds like a script.

05-09-2017, 09:25 AM

(05-08-2017, 04:00 PM)Beautiful Void Wrote: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W4nwwKLHr4s

To make a not so long and very sad faith and emotion shattering story even shorter yet still horrible and tragic and way beyond strange...

Two months ago my 21 year old niece overdosed on heroin and died in new jersey and to read her recently discovered secret diary will create rivers of tears for anyone reading it...

My 40 year old sister went down there to attend her funeral where her only son told other people around him that something bad is going to happen to my mother...

One week later that very same 40 year old sister of mine mysteriously choked to death while eating in bed watching television here in massachusetts...

Then one month ago our 63 year old friend and tenant who rented out part of our house for the last fifteen years suddenly died in his sleep and I was the one who found his lifeless body...

The very next day on the other side of town my grand parents house inexplicably burned to the ground a total loss the same house where my sister died within...

Those dreadful series of terrible and tragic events without warning will not be brushed aside in denial as being nothing more than coincidence and even worse they probably have not ended yet...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=amwQytRNvEw

I have a list of responses for lamentations of death but ultimately it boils down to separation. They are not dead just separated from your existence.

I'm a ghost I know these ghost things. Also don't make light of "hell" (at least the underworld) because that veil isn't very thick in this world. Best not to plan on being there for any period of time if possible...doesn't really depend on what you believe just walk everyday like you're walking on eggshells for an audience.

On a ghost basis I believe they program us into periods of time where the interaction is still possible (images in your mind; memories) with people you know...but not linear but in "time".