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Malevolent Intelligence Of Unknown Origin Trying To Ruin My Life
03-15-2015, 07:51 PM #1
Ruby Wolf Member
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Forever warping and twisting my brutalized mind while sadistically manipulating physical reality deviously arranged into cruel situations that hurt and punish and could kill me...

All too easily i can way too often explain countless various examples of what upon the surface seem to only be apparently insignificant harmless events that are ceaselessly compounding themselves into what are obviously being transformed into numerously threatening vital circumstances hopelessly altering my existence within the seconds and minutes and hours throughout my every morning and day and night...

Where and when its becoming distressingly and frighteningly evident that there clearly seems to actually be a very real malevolent intelligence of unknown origin with very evil intentions going out of its way determined to wreck my hopes and break my dreams and crush my faiths and ruin my life as everything and everyone is placed in my way everywhere all the time blocking my plans while deflecting my chances endlessly...

Over and over its becoming increasingly more disturbing and distressing while again and again transformed into ever more deceptive and disturbing charades trying to search for valid reasons while fabricating delusional excuses in order to just continue oppressively trying to drag one foot in front of the other towards what i know will inevitably be nowhere and into what i know is imminently going to be nothing...

Into this wicked world out from within my mothers bloody screams i am born helplessly hurled into suffering war and disease and pain and genocide as diabolical powers have imprisoned my anguished soul within tortured flesh for they will not release me peacefully while realizing i am the final star signs last earthly incarnation so they ruthlessly push and shove and trip and strangle me every damn step and breath of the way...

Forever warping and twisting my brutalized mind while sadistically manipulating physical reality deviously arranged into cruel situations that hurt and punish and could kill me...



Quote: "Death comes sweeping through the hallway like a lady's dress, death comes driving down the highway in it's sunday best, a fire of unknown origin took my baby away, swept her up and off my wavelength swallowed her up like the ocean in a fire so thick and grey, a fire of unknown origin took my baby away" - Blue Oyster Cult





Quote: "The negativeness of the universe, the hideous lonely emptiness of existence, nothingness, the predicament of man, forced to live in a barren godless eternity like a tiny flame flickering in an immense void with nothing but waste horror and degradation forming a useless bleak straitjacket in a black absurd cosmos" - Woody Allen



Quote: "Where can you run to what more can you do, no more tomorrow life is killing you, dreams turn to nightmares heaven turns to hell, burned out confusion nothing more to tell, everything around you what's it coming to, god knows as your dog knows bog blast all of you, sabbath bloody sabbath nothing more to do, living just for dying dying just for you" - Black Sabbath

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03-15-2015, 08:13 PM #2
Shadow Mrs. Buckwheat
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Why do you drench so much of your soul in negativity? The only malevolence in your lif...

never mind.
03-15-2015, 09:16 PM #3
Ruby Wolf Member
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Just now, someone was going into our refrigerators bottom freezer, taking out a few items and as i walked past i noticed that the lower tray was dirty and so i innocently and empathically offered to clean it for them while it was still opened and so guess what f###en happened next?!

As i bent down to start cleaning, the metal corner slammed into my head and cut me open and so see what i f###en mean?! as my road to hell is clearly and obviously being paved with good intentions that are continuously being undermined and destroyed by something or someone that doesnt like me and actually hates me and really wants to hurt me and is able to do so again and again i mean like what the f##k?!
03-15-2015, 09:27 PM #4
bohica Member
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Sometimes an accident is just an accident.

There's plenty of room for all God's creatures. Right next to the mashed potatoes!
03-15-2015, 09:36 PM #5
Ruby Wolf Member
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(03-15-2015, 09:27 PM)bohica Wrote:  Sometimes an accident is just an accident.
An accident just by chance and coincidence?! less than five damn minutes after i wrote this thread and then suddenly that friggin happens to me i mean like come on?!

For one damn example of many others i will stand or sit in my car a little far away from the street in front of where i live and no other vehicles will be coming for quite a few minutes but then as soon as i start walking or driving towards the street and get very near to it guess what f###en happens next?!

Thats right theres a damn car or truck speeding along down the road and lined up to smash right into me if i took just a few more steps or drove just a few more feet and that aint no f###en accident...

Just disturbing signs of a malevolent intelligence thats trying to warp and twist my mind while trying to manipulate physical reality arranged into situations that can all too easily punish and hurt and kill me...

Friggin evil sh#t like that happens to me over and over again and again every damn morning and day and night and thats innocently and obliviously flirting with disaster and absolutely true and extremely f###ed up...



Quote: "I'm traveling down the road and I'm flirting with disaster
I've got the pedal to the floor, my life is running faster
I'm out of money, out of hope, it looks like self destruction
Well, how much more can we take with all of this corruption"

"We're flirting with disaster, you all know what I mean
And the way we run our lives, it makes no sense to me
I don't know about yourself or what you want to be, yeah
When we gamble with our time, we choose our destiny"

"I'm traveling down that lonesome road
Feel like I'm dragging a heavy load
Yeah, I've tried to turn my head away
Feel about the same most every day
You know what I'm talking about, baby"

"Speeding down the fast lane, honey, we're playing from town to town
The boys and I've been burning it up, can't seem to slow it down
I’ve got the pedal to the floor, our lives are running faster
We got our sights set straight ahead, but I ain't sure what we're after"

"Flirting with disaster, you all damn sure know what I mean
You know, the way we run our lives, it makes no sense to me
I don't know about yourself or what you plan to be, yeah
When we gamble with our time we choose our destiny"

"Yeah, we're traveling down that lonesome road
Feel like I'm dragging a heavy load
Don't try to turn my head away
I'm flirting with disaster every day
And you are too, baby"

"Flirting with disaster, babe, you all know what I mean
You know the way we run our lives, it makes no sense to me
I don't know about yourself or what you plan to be
When we gamble with our time we choose our destiny"

"Yeah, we're traveling down this lonesome road
Feel like I'm dragging a heavy load
Don't try and turn my head away, baby yeah
Flirting with disaster every day"
03-15-2015, 10:28 PM #6
Octo Mother Superior
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Have you ever heard or read about the concept of creating your own reality?
03-15-2015, 10:35 PM #7
Ruby Wolf Member
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Toiling away at work near a two way door that nobody walks through for hours, but as soon as i try to walk through that doorway theres someone else walking through it exactly timed to slam right into me and over and over again that happens to me all over the place and thats undeniable further evidence and very strange and weird and frightening signs of a malevolent intelligence thats out to get me...
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03-15-2015, 11:04 PM #8
ohnobody Incognito Anonymous
 
(03-15-2015, 10:28 PM)Octo Wrote:  Have you ever heard or read about the concept of creating your own reality?

Oh, Really?
How does that work?
jk
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Would like to be around Cosmic August when the positive / side of his karma kicks in... He probably win the lottery twice while getting internet marriage proposals :P
03-16-2015, 03:00 AM #9
UniqueStranger Art in my heart
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(03-15-2015, 10:35 PM)Cosmic August Wrote:  Toiling away at work near a two way door that nobody walks through for hours, but as soon as i try to walk through that doorway theres someone else walking through it exactly timed to slam right into me and over and over again that happens to me all over the place and thats undeniable further evidence and very strange and weird and frightening signs of a malevolent intelligence thats out to get me...

I have to drive my daughter to her work placement very, very early in the morning and she is in high anxiety that "I" may make her late because I am anxiety-less in getting out the door. So, one morning we head out and get in the car, then the garbage truck blocks our way and the clock is ticking...she says "If we had left two minutes earlier this truck would not be blocking us...I say back "If we left two minutes earlier we might both die in a head on collision on the highway".
03-16-2015, 03:19 AM #10
Ruby Wolf Member
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This everything and everyone constantly getting in my way, continuously blocking my plans and deflecting my chances, of seemingly malevolent intelligent control, is certainly nothing new, because its been happening to me over and over again and again throughout my entire life, as well as being plagued with way too numerous paranormal encounters of a disturbingly sinister nature ever since i can remember...
03-16-2015, 03:23 AM #11
Ruby Wolf Member
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Living Cursed By Invisible Days > http://kritterbox.com/Topic-Living-Curse...isible+day

An invisible day is a day where and when everything you try to do goes wrong,everything and everyone seems to get in your way all day and night,all your plans go wrong,nothing ever fits and nothing wants to work right,like your invisible,like you don't matter,like your not there...

A curse is like an evil spell cast upon you by a witch or warlock,by someone who doesnt like you,a person who is somehow able to conjure harm,annoyance,frustration and suffering and send them all your way...

Living cursed by invisible days happen to me a lot and they seem to be increasing in frequency more and more and bad situations,never good ones,seem to propel themselves along in snow balling domino effects...

Several years ago,i was telling a guy at work how everything seemed to be going wrong for me that day and he said,your having whats called an invisible day and thats the first time i ever heard the term and then i said,it seems like i'm bewitched as if i'm cursed...

Heres an example of a cursed invisible day for me...

I wake up late for work,because the alarm clock that i was sure i set the night before,was never set at all...

So i jump out of bed and while heading for the shower,thats being used,of course,i stub my toe...

After finally obtaining access to the shower,where an empty bottle of shampoo is waiting just for me,must have seemed too much like work for the person who finished off the bottle to go get a full one......

I get out,dry off and grab my pants and find out that our heavily shedding cat decided to use them for a bed the night before...

Next i pick up my shoes and put the right one on my left foot and the left one on my right foot...

Then i try to make some toast,that burns,while i'm busy looking for a container of butter that someone ended up putting back into the fridge empty,must have seemed too much like work for the lazy self centered person who emptied it but didn't feel like throwing it away...

Then i decide to have a drink of water and so i turn and see the spring water jug still sitting there,empty,must have seemed too much like work for the person who emptied it to get a filled one...

Now i'm looking for some sugar for my cereal and whataya know,theres no sugar in the sugar bowl,must have seemed too much like work for the someone who used the last spoonful to pour in some more...

Then i reach for a paper towel and thats right,you guessed it,the roll is still there,but its now just an empty card board roll,must have seemed too much like work for the person who ripped off the last damn sheet to go get another roll because they didnt need another one...

I finally get outside the door and into my car and realize my keys are still in the house...

So i go to the front door and realize its locked and my house key is safely on my key chain,inside the house...

After solving that key issue,i'm in my car again,which amazingly,actually starts and i'm backing up to the street and lo and behold,whataya know,theres a car driving down the street,rolling along and timed exactly to get in my way and another car and another and another...

Finally i'm driving down the street and i swerve to the left to avoid a pot hole,only to drive right into a larger,deeper one...

Then,of course,all the way to work,at every single intersection i reach,i'm staring at a red light, never a green one,not even once...

Now i've successfully battled my way to get to where i dont even want to be,at damn work,as my overbearing boss says,your late and i say,no kidding and he says better not make it a habit and i say,i dont think thats up to me to decide and he says what and i say nothing...

As i soon discover that empty pocket feeling,again and find out that those damn keys of mine are now locked in my car...

I reach for my cell phone to call triple a for someone to unlock my car and my phone goes flying out of my hand and breaks on the floor...

All morning and afternoon,everything i touch is either spilled,dropped or knocked over...

Every doorway i try and walk through there just happens to be someone colliding into me,every single doorway,every single time...

Now the seemingly endless work day is over and im trying to drive home and theres those red lights again,staring at me,mocking me,daring me to run one of them and get nailed with an over inflated ticket...

Further down the street and almost home,a person in a car does run a red light and almost slams right into me...

After avoiding that disaster,right away another person in another car,backs out of their driveway,without stopping and i almost get hit again...

Now i'm driving down my street,playing dodge ball with those damn pot holes,as usual and home is now in sight...

I park the car,get out and walk right into a skunk that just happens to be right there,as if it was intentionally waiting just for me...

Without getting sprayed,i get into the house and turn on the lamp light,as its bulb blows out and i'm standing in the dark...

I finally find a flashlight,containg none other than,whataya know,dead batteries...

Now the light is fixed and there on the table is my car insurance bill,that i forgot to pay on time,glaring at me and i swear i can almost hear it laughing,tearing its financial fangs deep into my sanity...

Thats an invisible day,almost like i was never there,like i was invisible,like i'm cursed and without any doubt,those types of days and nights happen to me more than i would ever like to admit to myself...

Theres no doubt whatsoever that good things and happy situations never happen often and when they do occur,they never arrive in endless chains like bad things almost always seem to do...
03-16-2015, 03:26 AM #12
UniqueStranger Art in my heart
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Therein lies the problem, you deliberately (unconsciously?) don't set the alarm clock...find out why.
03-16-2015, 03:42 AM #13
UniqueStranger Art in my heart
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Living close to a graveyard can also play tricks on one's mind. Why can't you move?
03-16-2015, 04:04 AM #14
Ruby Wolf Member
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Just wanted to repost this because i expanded its very real and disturbingly possible context...

Maybe i'm continuously cursed with constant misfortune, while ceaselessly forced to flirt with never ending virtual disasters malevolently thrown into my face and sinisterly hurled into my bewitched life, because i've been living way too close to a haunted grave yard for well over thirty five years and i mean literally right beside that ominously foreboding and not so final resting place...

While constantly surrounded by dying and death and tombstones visible from my backyard, along with seeing and hearing the strange sights and weird sounds of funerals and burials and lamenting priests and surviving family members crying, along with digging graves and ringing mournful church bells, we have way too much time and effort and money and building and landscaping constructions invested here so we really dont want to move and moving away wouldnt be up to me anyways because i'm not personally wealthy enough to do so successfully...

A bewitched cemetery thats filled with way too many tortured evil souls, that have been and still are being buried upon way too many native american burial mounds that were so thoughtlessly desecrated and heartlessly ripped apart and torn asunder, that have long since released and still are releasing way too many anguished and vengeful indian spirits...

While here i am just sitting here and walking around here and sleeping here way to vulnerable and exposed to the evil malevolence that been all around me for way too many years, as well as many of us having played around with way too many ouija boards that we received for christmas and birthday presents insidiously sold as toys and games when we were younger...



Quote: "Reverend reverend is this some conspiracy Crucified for no sins An image beneath me"

"Whats within our plans for life It all seems so unreal I'm a man couldn't have feel this world Left in my misery"

"The Reverend he turned to me Without a tear in his eyes It's nothing new for him to see"

"I didn't ask him why I will remember The love our souls had Sworn to make"

"Now I watch the falling rain All my mind can see Now is your face"

"Well I guess You took my youth I gave it all away Like the birth of a new found joy"

"This love would end in rage and when she died I couldn't cry The pride within my soul You left me incomplete"

"Overload as the memories now unfold Believe the word I will unlock my door and pass the cemetery gates"

"Sometimes when I'm alone I wonder aloud If you're watching over me Some place far abound"

"I must reverse my life I can't live in the past Then set my soul free Belongs to me at last"

"Through all those complex years I thought I was alone I didn't care to look around and make this world my own"

"And when she died I should've cried and spared myself some pain Left me incomplete"

"All alone as the memories still remain The way we were The chance to save my soul"

"And my concern is now in vain Believe the word I will unlock my door and pass the cemetery gates"

"The way we were The chance to save my soul and my concern is now in vain Believe the word"

"I will unlock my door and pass the cemetery gates"
03-16-2015, 04:08 AM #15
UniqueStranger Art in my heart
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I would take action then, and start by smudging every room in your house with white sage (with all windows open). Then research which stones deflect unwanted spirits from your land and place the stones around the home and land.



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