It was interesting rush for a bout 5 minutes then everything just seemed to go out of whack... like I was amped but off kilter. The whole night was kind of ƒükkêd up. Did not like it and it did not like me. Not something i would ever explore again! The second time i experimented with it for a couple days straight smoking it with a friend tweeked something out in me... after I went back home I couldn't sleep for 3-4 days and started speaking in tongues and freaked my mom out (not in front of her and I was never aggressive or delusional in a negative paranoid way) and ended up going to the hospital where I got a nice big dose of intravenus valium. At the time I tested clean... there was no drug in my system by then. It was like it had flipped a switch in me. I tell ya though... after that much needed valium rest and an overnight hospital stay I woke up feeling like a million bucks! I had so much energy and felt in tune with everything around me ...in addition to some very weird coincidental experiences. Many that aligned with the "trip" I was having before. I don't credit meth for it ...especially seeing as the most interesting part of the experience was after I had stopped smoking it. but it did open something up in me. Similar thing happened to me once from eating one two many pot cookies... couldn't find my sleep cycle for about a week after that. Many deep level weird experiences then too.
I did have a friend for a couple years who seemed to be able to function well on it ...but he was one of those rare people that could sleep on it and had some control.
I think one of the biggest issues is that not only are you burning the candle at like 4x speed you are missing sleep cycles which then causes the mind to become delusional and psuedo dream states start kicking in while awake which causes paranoia among other things. That and you stop taking care of yourself and you stop eating and you can now consume alcohol to extreme proportions.