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09-06-2016, 04:06 AM #241
Little L Member
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(09-06-2016, 04:03 AM)S27 Wrote:  
(09-06-2016, 03:33 AM)NODOOM Wrote:  
(09-06-2016, 03:30 AM)Little L Wrote:  Well I hope they bloody choke on it. Lol


Anyway.


Back to you.


How long do you have before you have to make the decision? 24 hours ish?

I will have to make the decision within about 8 hrs! That is because if I agree then they will have to prepare it and give it to me in the afternoon.

So not long.

So this would essentially mean that all of the tests you had done show that you ARE strong enough to have a second round, correct?

Do NOT do it Nigel. YOU are healing yourself, you have done a complete turn around in the past month. The tests are showing you are strong. Stay that way. Keep getting stronger. Do not allow them to weaken you with chemo. : (

I apologize if my opinion on this goes against others' opinions, but I have to share what is on my mind. For Nigel.

THIS.

"My life consists of swinging around on poles, using billion dollar satellites to find tupperware hidden in the woods, overdosing on Mighty Boosh, Monty Python and Reeves & Mortimer, eating, working, and occasionally attempting to be an adult"
09-06-2016, 04:07 AM #242
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(09-06-2016, 04:05 AM)Little L Wrote:  
(09-06-2016, 04:02 AM)NODOOM Wrote:  
(09-06-2016, 03:54 AM)Little L Wrote:  When my grandad was having his last, fatal battle with cancer, when they stepped up the chemo, he just started to whither away. He was determined that he did not want the cancer to kill him.

He was quite a well known rugby player in his time - capped for England , a very big, strong man.

I'm convinced that he got his wish that the cancer didn't kill him. My uneducated guess is that it was either the chemo or the massice amounts of morphine he was being given at the hospice.

I'm not sure it would matter to me which one killed me all the same at the end of the day.

I would just rather have a little bit of the control in my hands to deal with this in the way I have planned. This I can only do if I am stable enough to go to Canada and start this program in a serious way. That way I would feel like I am somewhat in control of things and am giving myself the best chance possible. At the moment it is not easy to get seriously into this as I have to keep coming back to the hospital for a few days. That means the diet and alt med plan I put in place is on hold until discharge. That is not good enough for me. I need to get on with this without distractions like hospital visits etc.

Well there's your answer.

Own it, take control of it.

Don't have the chemo.

Thanks.

Life is like a penny, you can spend it on what you like, but you can ONLY spend it once.


https://twitter.com/NigelLondon2014

09-06-2016, 04:09 AM #243
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I really do need to try and get some sleep now as it is after 2 in the morning here.

I will be back here when I wake up.

Good night everyone and thanks for everything. I will tell you my decision when I wake up.

Life is like a penny, you can spend it on what you like, but you can ONLY spend it once.


https://twitter.com/NigelLondon2014

09-06-2016, 04:11 AM #244
Little L Member
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It sounds like the chemo will add more problems to just the big enough problem of cancer itself.

You will probably be weakened and sick, not just in a muscular sense but your immune system too.

The amount of people who you hear dying of something like a cold, or a chest infection simply because chemo has suppressed their immune system.

And on top of that you still have the cancer to fight.

One battle is enough. You don't need extra enemies turning up

"My life consists of swinging around on poles, using billion dollar satellites to find tupperware hidden in the woods, overdosing on Mighty Boosh, Monty Python and Reeves & Mortimer, eating, working, and occasionally attempting to be an adult"
09-06-2016, 04:11 AM #245
Little L Member
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Night night.
Sleep well

"My life consists of swinging around on poles, using billion dollar satellites to find tupperware hidden in the woods, overdosing on Mighty Boosh, Monty Python and Reeves & Mortimer, eating, working, and occasionally attempting to be an adult"
09-06-2016, 04:12 AM #246
S27 <3
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(09-06-2016, 04:02 AM)NODOOM Wrote:  I would just rather have a little bit of the control in my hands to deal with this in the way I have planned. This I can only do if I am stable enough to go to Canada and start this program in a serious way. That way I would feel like I am somewhat in control of things and am giving myself the best chance possible. At the moment it is not easy to get seriously into this as I have to keep coming back to the hospital for a few days. That means the diet and alt med plan I put in place is on hold until discharge. That is not good enough for me. I need to get on with this without distractions like hospital visits etc.

You've just answered your question. : )
09-06-2016, 04:13 AM #247
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(09-06-2016, 03:30 AM)Little L Wrote:  Well I hope they bloody choke on it. Lol

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Sorry to hear what happened hun :\
09-06-2016, 04:18 AM #248
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(09-06-2016, 04:06 AM)NODOOM Wrote:  
(09-06-2016, 04:03 AM)S27 Wrote:  
(09-06-2016, 03:33 AM)NODOOM Wrote:  
(09-06-2016, 03:30 AM)Little L Wrote:  Well I hope they bloody choke on it. Lol


Anyway.


Back to you.


How long do you have before you have to make the decision? 24 hours ish?

I will have to make the decision within about 8 hrs! That is because if I agree then they will have to prepare it and give it to me in the afternoon.

So not long.

So this would essentially mean that all of the tests you had done show that you ARE strong enough to have a second round, correct?

Do NOT do it Nigel. YOU are healing yourself, you have done a complete turn around in the past month. The tests are showing you are strong. Stay that way. Keep getting stronger. Do not allow them to weaken you with chemo. : (

I apologize if my opinion on this goes against others' opinions, but I have to share what is on my mind. For Nigel.

Yes the tests would suggest that.

Your opinion does matter and I am happy you are sharing it with me.

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I love you Nigel, and I want what is best for you. From the bottom of my heart. And if anywhere inside of my heart I felt that NOT having the second round of chemo would harm you or shorten your time here, I would never suggest to not do it. I know you know that, I just had to reassure.

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09-06-2016, 04:20 AM #249
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I hope you sleep well Nigel. And that the right answer for YOU comes to you when you awake.

You are in my thoughts and prayers. Always.
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09-06-2016, 06:00 AM #250
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Even though it is hard to get on here from my country. I found a way, thanks to Tara (bless her, she's a true angel. Well, most of the time *ducks*)

And I want to send you all my positive thoughts Nigel. I know decisions like these are tough and the naked truth is that we all can advise you but you are the one taking it.

I do believe that things were improving with the alternative methods. I guess it is also a matter of two steps forward and one step back. What I am most scared of, next to the medical effects, that a second round will take your hope and energy. And that will power is one of the most needed strenghts right now. I do believe in powers of the mind. Of course, it can not cure all, but you need that brightness and belief to try and get out of the dark.

It has been done before Nigel. You have that strenght, that will power. Only you can decide this meds vd mind battle. Know you have friends across the world that are directing all their love and energy towards you, some with the best of advices or through own experience. Others, like me, from the true believe that if we combine those forces, we can concurr all, or at least say we are doing our utmost to turn this thing around. And we can! Go from there Nigel. We want you back home, we NEED you back home!

Love and support from Holland across the North Sea.
09-06-2016, 06:22 AM #251
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(09-06-2016, 06:00 AM)InterMezzo Wrote:  Even though it is hard to get on here from my country. I found a way, thanks to Tara (bless her, she's a true angel. Well, most of the time *ducks*)

You better duck! ; )

The help came from Nigel and Octo.

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09-06-2016, 08:24 AM #252
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(09-06-2016, 06:00 AM)InterMezzo Wrote:  Even though it is hard to get on here from my country. I found a way, thanks to Tara (bless her, she's a true angel. Well, most of the time *ducks*)

And I want to send you all my positive thoughts Nigel. I know decisions like these are tough and the naked truth is that we all can advise you but you are the one taking it.

I do believe that things were improving with the alternative methods. I guess it is also a matter of two steps forward and one step back. What I am most scared of, next to the medical effects, that a second round will take your hope and energy. And that will power is one of the most needed strenghts right now. I do believe in powers of the mind. Of course, it can not cure all, but you need that brightness and belief to try and get out of the dark.

It has been done before Nigel. You have that strenght, that will power. Only you can decide this meds vd mind battle. Know you have friends across the world that are directing all their love and energy towards you, some with the best of advices or through own experience. Others, like me, from the true believe that if we combine those forces, we can concurr all, or at least say we are doing our utmost to turn this thing around. And we can! Go from there Nigel. We want you back home, we NEED you back home!

Love and support from Holland across the North Sea.

Hey there. Great to see you found your way here.

I think you are right. The scary part is that a second round of Chemo could completely change me and take away all that strength and willpower. I would hate for that to happen.

I doubt I could have got this far without the kindness, love and prayers that you guys have been sending to me. For that I shall be eternally grateful.

Today is the day I am going to have to make the most important decision of my life so far. I would not wish anyone go through what I have these last few days.

Life is like a penny, you can spend it on what you like, but you can ONLY spend it once.


https://twitter.com/NigelLondon2014

09-06-2016, 08:31 AM #253
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75% of physicians in the world refuse chemotherapy for themselves

Research using polls and questionnaires continue to show that 3 of every 4 doctors and scientists would refuse chemotherapy for themselves due to its devastating effects on the entire body and the immune system, and because of its extremely low success rate. On top of that, only 2 to 4% of all cancers even respond to chemotherapy or prove to be "life extending," yet it is prescribed across the board for just about every kind of cancer.

Polls were taken by accomplished scientists at the McGill Cancer Center from 118 doctors who are all experts on cancer. They asked the doctors to imagine they had cancer and to choose from six different "experimental" therapies. These doctors not only denied chemo choices, but they said they wouldn't allow their family members to go through the process either! What does that say about their true opinion of this archaic method?

http://www.naturalnews.com/036054_chemot...icity.html

Life is like a penny, you can spend it on what you like, but you can ONLY spend it once.


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InterMezzo Show this Post
09-06-2016, 09:41 AM #254
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(09-06-2016, 08:24 AM)NODOOM Wrote:  
(09-06-2016, 06:00 AM)InterMezzo Wrote:  Even though it is hard to get on here from my country. I found a way, thanks to Tara (bless her, she's a true angel. Well, most of the time *ducks*)

And I want to send you all my positive thoughts Nigel. I know decisions like these are tough and the naked truth is that we all can advise you but you are the one taking it.

I do believe that things were improving with the alternative methods. I guess it is also a matter of two steps forward and one step back. What I am most scared of, next to the medical effects, that a second round will take your hope and energy. And that will power is one of the most needed strenghts right now. I do believe in powers of the mind. Of course, it can not cure all, but you need that brightness and belief to try and get out of the dark.

It has been done before Nigel. You have that strenght, that will power. Only you can decide this meds vd mind battle. Know you have friends across the world that are directing all their love and energy towards you, some with the best of advices or through own experience. Others, like me, from the true believe that if we combine those forces, we can concurr all, or at least say we are doing our utmost to turn this thing around. And we can! Go from there Nigel. We want you back home, we NEED you back home!

Love and support from Holland across the North Sea.

Hey there. Great to see you found your way here.

I think you are right. The scary part is that a second round of Chemo could completely change me and take away all that strength and willpower. I would hate for that to happen.

I doubt I could have got this far without the kindness, love and prayers that you guys have been sending to me. For that I shall be eternally grateful.

Today is the day I am going to have to make the most important decision of my life so far. I would not wish anyone go through what I have these last few days.

I know this the most important decision. You are a great guy Nigel and you are loved and supported in any decision. Most important is to get you back home safe. Wishing you strenght today.
09-06-2016, 02:25 PM #255
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The Oncologists have just been to visit me to discuss the second Chemo.

My decision was made prior to their arrival.

I refused the second Chemo. They tried to talk me into it by saying with small cell cancer it was a good thing to do. But I stood my ground.

They even had the cheek to suggest I was making the decision whilst confused due to low sodium levels in the blood. They asked me all sorts of stupid questions to check I was not confused, like what was my address, who the Prime Minister is, what today's day and date is, etc. But I was correct in my answers.

So that is it then. I will be discharged later today. The final prognosis from them is a maximum of 4 weeks to live without taking that second Chemo. We will see about that.

Life is like a penny, you can spend it on what you like, but you can ONLY spend it once.


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