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08-17-2016, 07:11 PM #61
UniqueStranger Art in my heart
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(08-17-2016, 05:00 PM)NODOOM Wrote:  
(08-17-2016, 04:38 PM)UniqueStranger Wrote:  
(08-17-2016, 04:35 PM)NODOOM Wrote:  
(08-17-2016, 03:35 PM)UniqueStranger Wrote:  
(08-17-2016, 03:31 PM)NODOOM Wrote:  I am currently taking 2 grams of liposomal Vitamin 'C' every 2 hours. So that's a start. Other things as they arrive I shall double at least the dosages for a while.

Will the doctors work with you on this...I mean will they monitor your platelet numbers, etc?

Therein lays the problem. They were not happy about me getting the Vit 'C'. But I guess they still have to do there job on monitoring my Platelets etc. The platelets are the biggest concern at the moment. Mine are fluctuating between 14.000 and 20,000. I need to be above 50.000 to say that things are any better for me. I am having regular transfusions every 2 days.

That must be horrible. hug.gif

Oh I assure you it is. It's like a schoolkid being scolded for having his fingers in the cookie jar. They continually lecture me about getting their approval before doing anything!

All they want to do is poison me every 3 weeks with Chemo. No other ideas. They won't talk about how to detox the liver or other organs. They think I'm some kind of nut! Start talking about turmeric and well that's like you just said the funniest of jokes. Don't even try telling them the power of the hottest chillis in the world. But that's what I am up against here. Frustrating is to put it mildly!

sad2.gif If it is foodstuff, then why the problem? Be patient with them, it is all they know - right now.
08-17-2016, 07:11 PM #62
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i am sorry to hear of your situation..

i wish you all the best..

and i hope you find something that gives you comfort and peace of mind very soon

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Just Plain Nuts.
08-17-2016, 07:31 PM #63
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The reality is I am very close to throwing in the towel on this. It has got me beat and I am terribly depressed stuck in this hospital. I honestly do not think I can nor want to continue i this way,

Life is like a penny, you can spend it on what you like, but you can ONLY spend it once.


https://twitter.com/NigelLondon2014

08-17-2016, 07:58 PM #64
UniqueStranger Art in my heart
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(08-17-2016, 07:31 PM)NODOOM Wrote:  The reality is I am very close to throwing in the towel on this. It has got me beat and I am terribly depressed stuck in this hospital. I honestly do not think I can nor want to continue i this way,

It must be really bad then. sad2.gif
08-17-2016, 08:16 PM #65
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(08-17-2016, 07:31 PM)NODOOM Wrote:  The reality is I am very close to throwing in the towel on this. It has got me beat and I am terribly depressed stuck in this hospital. I honestly do not think I can nor want to continue i this way,

i wish to share these accounts with you

i am in the midst of reading them myself and i have found them to be extremely
helpful .. there are many ppl here that were in your sort of situation.. and some of them asked for help and were shown things..

i wonder if it would help you to do that.. now, realize, alot of these ppl did not believe in anything like a god or anything like that but such was their situation that they decided to ask. this is not a religious thing by any means.

but it is something to read and see where it might take you..

it is all i have to offer.. i wish i had good words but these ppl have far better ones
and i can at least pass them along.

i put this at the last page. so scroll to the bottom and read backwards.. that is the best way. i have enjoyed it thoroughly and it makes such a difference..

now, some of the experiences arent the greatest but most are by FAR quite amazing..
i hope you give it a read.. i think it will bring you much comfort.

http://iands.org/ndes/nde-stories/iands-...?start=300

Just Plain Nuts.
08-17-2016, 08:21 PM #66
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(08-17-2016, 07:58 PM)UniqueStranger Wrote:  
(08-17-2016, 07:31 PM)NODOOM Wrote:  The reality is I am very close to throwing in the towel on this. It has got me beat and I am terribly depressed stuck in this hospital. I honestly do not think I can nor want to continue i this way,

It must be really bad then. sad2.gif

No one can possibly imagine what this can be like! Nothing could ever prepare a person for this. I have absolutely no control of anything. Bowels just empty whenever no warning. Pain locks me up into screaming fits and often. Dizzy feelings come and go. Head rushes are just a normal now. Fainting regularly with no warning, just bam out. Sweating and clamminess permanently. And the not knowing if you have but a few minutes or a day or two left. Tell me how does anyone deal with that.

It is now I want assisted suicide. I see no other choice. I have not given up without a fight. But the battle is being lost. I have just been given another bag of platelets. BY tomorrow it will be up a little bit but then it will again drop. The reason is that the cancer is also in the bone marrow and so the new blood being made is not being made with enough platelets.

Life is like a penny, you can spend it on what you like, but you can ONLY spend it once.


https://twitter.com/NigelLondon2014

08-17-2016, 08:24 PM #67
UniqueStranger Art in my heart
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(08-17-2016, 08:21 PM)NODOOM Wrote:  
(08-17-2016, 07:58 PM)UniqueStranger Wrote:  
(08-17-2016, 07:31 PM)NODOOM Wrote:  The reality is I am very close to throwing in the towel on this. It has got me beat and I am terribly depressed stuck in this hospital. I honestly do not think I can nor want to continue i this way,

It must be really bad then. sad2.gif

No one can possibly imagine what this can be like! Nothing could ever prepare a person for this. I have absolutely no control of anything. Bowels just empty whenever no warning. Pain locks me up into screaming fits and often. Dizzy feelings come and go. Head rushes are just a normal now. Fainting regularly with no warning, just bam out. Sweating and clamminess permanently. And the not knowing if you have but a few minutes or a day or two left. Tell me how does anyone deal with that.

It is now I want assisted suicide. I see no other choice. I have not given up without a fight. But the battle is being lost. I have just been given another bag of platelets. BY tomorrow it will be up a little bit but then it will again drop. The reason is that the cancer is also in the bone marrow and so the new blood being made is not being made with enough platelets.

sad2.gif
08-17-2016, 08:27 PM #68
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..and ps you dont have to start at the last pg of course
i just did because i wanted to do it that way ..
iirc the first one isnt that positive.. but overall they are quite simply amazing.

Just Plain Nuts.
08-18-2016, 04:26 AM #69
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I want to know about the meteorite.

There's plenty of room for all God's creatures. Right next to the mashed potatoes!
08-18-2016, 12:02 PM #70
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https://*.imgur.com/qEy1x2C.jpg

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https://*.imgur.com/tL6rFQk.jpg

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Life is like a penny, you can spend it on what you like, but you can ONLY spend it once.


https://twitter.com/NigelLondon2014

08-18-2016, 03:07 PM #71
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I hope you're getting plenty of painkillers. It looks like you need it.

Even though it looks pretty lonely in your room you are on the mind of many people across the world.
08-18-2016, 03:15 PM #72
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(08-18-2016, 03:07 PM)Octo Wrote:  I hope you're getting plenty of painkillers. It looks like you need it.

Even though it looks pretty lonely in your room you are on the mind of many people across the world.

Painkillers. I am in a morphine stupor permanently here.

Life is like a penny, you can spend it on what you like, but you can ONLY spend it once.


https://twitter.com/NigelLondon2014

08-18-2016, 03:55 PM #73
UniqueStranger Art in my heart
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(08-18-2016, 12:02 PM)NODOOM Wrote:  https://*.imgur.com/qEy1x2C.jpg

https://*.imgur.com/O3eWKLa.jpg

https://*.imgur.com/70Z9P9o.jpg

https://*.imgur.com/tL6rFQk.jpg

https://*.imgur.com/kcpzdaY.jpg

They have to use aggressive treatment at this point, Nigel to try to save your life.

Ask for honey for your mouth problems.

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08-18-2016, 04:13 PM #74
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(08-18-2016, 03:55 PM)UniqueStranger Wrote:  
(08-18-2016, 12:02 PM)NODOOM Wrote:  https://*.imgur.com/qEy1x2C.jpg

https://*.imgur.com/O3eWKLa.jpg

https://*.imgur.com/70Z9P9o.jpg

https://*.imgur.com/tL6rFQk.jpg

https://*.imgur.com/kcpzdaY.jpg

They have to use aggressive treatment at this point, Nigel to try to save your life.

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I don't think they can. They are in the just trying to make me as comfortable as possible stage now.

They disprove anything seen as alternative. Even just vitamin supplements and the likes they frown upon. If I could just get strong enough to get out of here I could deal with this in a better way.

Life is like a penny, you can spend it on what you like, but you can ONLY spend it once.


https://twitter.com/NigelLondon2014

08-18-2016, 04:26 PM #75
UniqueStranger Art in my heart
Posts:14,881 Threads:420 Joined:Jun 2012
(08-18-2016, 04:13 PM)NODOOM Wrote:  
(08-18-2016, 03:55 PM)UniqueStranger Wrote:  
(08-18-2016, 12:02 PM)NODOOM Wrote:  https://*.imgur.com/qEy1x2C.jpg

https://*.imgur.com/O3eWKLa.jpg

https://*.imgur.com/70Z9P9o.jpg

https://*.imgur.com/tL6rFQk.jpg

https://*.imgur.com/kcpzdaY.jpg

They have to use aggressive treatment at this point, Nigel to try to save your life.

hug.gif

I don't think they can. They are in the just trying to make me as comfortable as possible stage now.

They disprove anything seen as alternative. Even just vitamin supplements and the likes they frown upon. If I could just get strong enough to get out of here I could deal with this in a better way.

Why would they do these treatments, such as blood transfusions, if not to try to save your life. There must be a hope...?



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