The details of her and i are too numerous to explain here...
But i couldnt have been more of a take it easy nice and slow person....
After seeing each other for about six weeks i dared to kiss her hand like a total gentleman...
Then without warning she suddenly transformed before my eyes saying "now you've got me really f###en mad"
She walked and drove away and texted me two days later venomously saying "you crossed major boundaries, lose my number, your delusional"
It really hurts to feel that old familiar pain again but i know that all anger is self directed and so i also realize that i probably made her feel things that shes afraid to feel...
And or she wishes that the other guy in her life was as nice to her as i was and so she takes it out on me instead of him because all decent girls have another guy waiting somewhere...
What really enrages me is being abandoned while unable to say anything to her about this because she refuse to respond to anything that i have to say like what the f##k...
Maybe shes frightened to leave this other guy who might be abusing her just like what was happening to my mother years ago because love is often blind...
Or shes just another insane back stabbing psycho bitch who deserves an academy award for best supporting actress in a failed relationship...
I hold your hand someone else holds your heart and true love wont desert you and love hurts when only ones in love...