But then I use my tools and bring myself back to reality...this so very very fucked up reality.

(4 minutes ago)USnli Wrote:  But then I use my tools and bring myself back to reality...this so very very fucked up reality.

If you are fuckedup let us know, we may be able to help.

Fuckedup is a broad term, but not really, we all know fuckedup, right?

Although, it's complicated.

It's always complicated.

I am alone here.

I have no words for my online experience with supposed truth seekers
Most of you are confused at best
I include myself in there
Me, but not so much
I am am a seeker, an explorer
I think we can all do much better
At least, I know I can
I will never give up in my quest for understanding
Of who we are in hardship, and aren't we always in hardship?
This hardship now is so mishandled, I think I might just keep
pulling the covers over my head.

Clouds in my coffee and everywhere.

USnli Wrote:I have no words for my online experience with supposed truth seekers
Most of you are confused at best
I include myself in there
Me, but not so much
I am am a seeker, an explorer
I think we can all do much better
At least, I know I can
I will never give up in my quest for understanding
Of who we are in hardship, and aren't we always in hardship?
This hardship now is so mishandled, I think I might just keep
pulling the covers over my head.

Clouds in my coffee and everywhere.

https://youtu.be/j13oJajXx0M

I gotta be me.

Hey, WTF, I never signed in. Fuck your control thingie.

(15 minutes ago)D.D Wrote:  

USnli Wrote:I have no words for my online experience with supposed truth seekers
Most of you are confused at best
I include myself in there
Me, but not so much
I am am a seeker, an explorer
I think we can all do much better
At least, I know I can
I will never give up in my quest for understanding
Of who we are in hardship, and aren't we always in hardship?
This hardship now is so mishandled, I think I might just keep
pulling the covers over my head.

Clouds in my coffee and everywhere.

https://youtu.be/j13oJajXx0M

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i_DZHALK2yE

DD, I know, we are just a cog in the continuation of existence.

But, while we are here...

Maybe you had too much crazy sauce

No but seriously, it helps to be a little crazy. I think it's more of an attitude issue.

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But then I use my tools and bring myself back to reality

What tools do you have? I'm thinking power tools and paint brushes

(Yesterday, 01:32 PM)Octo Wrote:  Maybe you had too much crazy sauce

No but seriously, it helps to be a little crazy. I think it's more of an attitude issue.

Quote:But then I use my tools and bring myself back to reality

What tools do you have? I'm thinking power tools and paint brushes

Do these "tools" require batteries?

If you think you may be a little crazy, you're probably okay. It's normal. It's the people who never question their sanity you have to worry about.

You think you're going crazy? Fine, when you finally get there look me up, I'll show you around.

  See? You're among friends here

Thanks guys, I think I am in good company, but reality is not reality and I'm going off on tangents.

To clarify, if anybody has been programmed - it's me, except for inequality, that's always been my bane.  Sometimes, I think I am.