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The Dream of Ten Thousand Lights
04-27-2017, 04:21 AM #1
Cynicalabsurdance Member
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Seems ,,,

always , there's some dream that returns ,,, ya catch on that your dreaming ,,,

and you change the outcome of the dream to quell the trauma you may have awoke to ,

from it's first running .


and to the point , Dreamed a re-run of an old dream ,,

The end of which , was a scene , where , as she falls away from my arms ,,, into

what appears to be a Dark Tunnel ,, her eyes so soft and peaceful ,,, and I , in such Panic ,

I scream while I attempt to reach out to her ,, grabbing at air ,, lost grip ,,,

and she's gone ,

gone from my life and our love ,,, her soft eyes , fade to empty .


Last night during the re-run , I caught on to it being that dream again , held my sleep rather

than wake fully ,,, and held onto her with all my might ,,, pulled us away from the Portal , and

back into the World ,,,


Looking into those eyes ,,, passionately kissed her throat ,, set her down to the floor ,,

we lay facing each other , felt her tears run down my bicep from her cheek

,,, and her sigh ,,, saying : " Good Night " as those Lashes , long and Dark ,,
closed over those soft eyes .

Then I allowed myself to awake in full .


Gasped at first ,,,

Loss ,

Waking Epiphany ,,, Those are the best , such insight we have in them .


So much the medicine we need at those dark times .


Loss , and nothing have I faced up to since .

So I've been the Baby this time ,


I've no idea who the Woman in the Dream is ,,, except for the eyes , I can't

recall her facial features ,,


From the feel of emotions in the dream ,,, I loved her very much ,,, odd that ,

without knowing who she is .

Dreams are Odd like that ,,, I know ,,, but this one returns as though it has a Message ,,

and the effects are heavy on me ,,, and in that , I believe the dream has import .


Ok , so , as we all do , I begin to engage inner inventory ,, reviewing my own make up ,,,


" Let me see here ,,, well , Artist ,, yep , I do sketch , um,, Poet ,, yep,, Lyricist ,,, yep ,,

musician ,,, yep ,,, Writer ,,, yep ,,, Passion ? equals that I do have a bit I guess ,,,


Generous ? yepper again

Thoughtful of others ?

for those my sillyness decides .


Inventory got some damage my boy ?


Oh come on ,,, does a sieve have holes ?


So , sensitive , passionate ,,, creative people are afflicted ,,, Loss ,,,

hammers them hard .


Like the opening line from that One Song I wrote : Soul Sediment


She stands to reason
what cannot be felt
her heart in season
no doubt she feels it swell """"

The Sensitives ,
we feel others feelings and try to reason with those , hide our own feelings ,
and try to express them through release via our Art ,,

Masking those feelings in Art , so we may release the emotions behind the feelings
without exposing ourselves openly admitting to others , our true feelings .

Confused yet ?

Ok then
The dream , seems it comes back when ever I am under extreme emotional
distress ,,,
My subconscious desired for me to have closure , and the Closure comes
with realizing it's a dream and changing the outcome .

and closing the portal of Loss .

Ergo , subconsciously , I woke myself enough to change that outcome .

The Back mind is pissed at my Front mind for not getting past the Loss .

Sound true ?
Kinda a struggle to word it just right , probably because , illustrating what
it is to reason out feelings felt , is always an internal battle .
One that Pictures cannot properly portray .

So , other people who feel from a loss , I feel of them , and you know what ?
It hits hard , and ,, my wordsmith talent bites when it does .
I want to say to them ,,, actually , give my feelings to them in words .

That's the Switch as well , To lay aside the work on self , and attempt to
sooth another person instead .

To the Sensitives , Harsh , Sad , desperate Vibrations , effects us like Hair Afire ,

As having Ultra Hearing , a slight irritating Noise , becomes Grading .

The Recurring dream , is one that is Logged into the Subconscious , which created it .
Created from the effects experienced as residue of Trauma .

Somewhere Back there in the Ashes of a Past , that the Mind can neither destroy nor Deny ,,
Resides a Handful of Cinders which were never completely extinguished .

Those Cinders , The Foundation on which the Dream/Nightmare is Built .

The Subconscious Demands , these to be dealt with and laid to waste .

Until that is met , these Dreams will continue to pester the Afflicted .

~~~~~~~~~~ Comes a Light , Then Joined by others , Becomes the Guide ~~~~~~~~
04-27-2017, 07:22 AM #2
JayRodney ⓐⓛⓘⓔⓝ
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yup.gif Dreams can be interesting like that, I've had a few with people I knew in other lifetimes but not this one. They are another life.

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04-27-2017, 09:02 AM #3
Anonymous Kritter Incognito Anonymous
 
I don't like saying this because people say the "dream" is the real you/astral travel. Dreams are programmed in this environment as well that's why they can repeat...if you remember them. You could make the argument that you're having the same dream from a different period of time (in the spirit) but that's an illusion as well.

My experience is that it's governed in such a way to give the illusion of reality when in reality it's a deception; to string you along. I'm not saying I'm not guilty of being strung along it's just that if I said nothing about it I'd partake of the enslavement people are currently in.
04-27-2017, 11:28 AM #4
Kreeper Griobhtha
Posts:10,847 Threads:655 Joined:Feb 2011
(04-27-2017, 07:22 AM)JayRodney Wrote:  yup.gif Dreams can be interesting like that, I've had a few with people I knew in other lifetimes but not this one. They are another life.

I almost never dream about people I know.

Politicians hide themselves away
They only started the war
Why should they go out to fight?
They leave that role to poor
04-27-2017, 11:40 AM #5
JayRodney ⓐⓛⓘⓔⓝ
Posts:31,572 Threads:1,443 Joined:Feb 2011
I hear ya.
I dream about people I've never met and places I've never been.
I have these reoccurring bong smoking party head cousins I really like to hang with, that I've never met. wtf2.gif

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04-27-2017, 12:19 PM #6
Anonymous Kritter Incognito Anonymous
 
(04-27-2017, 11:28 AM)Kreeper Wrote:  
(04-27-2017, 07:22 AM)JayRodney Wrote:  yup.gif Dreams can be interesting like that, I've had a few with people I knew in other lifetimes but not this one. They are another life.

I almost never dream about people I know.

I don't like the people in my dreams.
04-27-2017, 05:28 PM #7
Cynicalabsurdance Member
Posts:9,225 Threads:212 Joined:Feb 2011
Ok
we can catch a couple things from the Original post .

" Felt her Tears run down the inside of my Bicep "

" From the feel of emotions in the dream ,,, I loved her very much ,,, odd that , """"

A few more details where " Feel " is alluded to .

Odd that , as mentioned , if given thought , do we " Feel " physical items in a Dream ,,,
emotions ,,, yes we experience emotions during the dream ,,,

But to Physically Feel in the dream is a detail to study .

Another detail of this particular dream : " ,,, and her sigh ,,, saying : " Good Night " as those Lashes , long and Dark ,,
closed over those soft eyes . """"

" Good Night " replaces " Good Bye " which can be construed as far more final and more disturbing

Eyelids close over the eyes , Curtain going down on this Play ,,, Closure .

Metaphors ,

This is closure without experiencing further Trauma , The subconscious using Metaphor to protect
the emotions and state of mind .

In time , the mind will analytically assimilate the Metaphor's slowly , get the Gestalt ,
and close out the incident that was subconsciously disturbing to us .

~~~~ Several other attributes to ponder ~~~~~
05-01-2017, 06:01 PM #8
Cynicalabsurdance Member
Posts:9,225 Threads:212 Joined:Feb 2011
And So ,,

The Funny Little dream , you know the one ,,, the one that slides into the middle of another dream .

Like an Off topic Post , that disrupts the ,,,

um ,,, what ?

know what I mean Garbonza Bean ?
05-01-2017, 06:09 PM #9
UniqueStranger Art in my heart
Posts:15,179 Threads:429 Joined:Jun 2012
(04-27-2017, 09:02 AM)Anonymous Kritter Wrote:  I don't like saying this because people say the "dream" is the real you/astral travel.  Dreams are programmed in this environment as well that's why they can repeat...if you remember them.  You could make the argument that you're having the same dream from a different period of time (in the spirit) but that's an illusion as well.

My experience is that it's governed in such a way to give the illusion of reality when in reality it's a deception; to string you along.  I'm not saying I'm not guilty of being strung along it's just that if I said nothing about it I'd partake of the enslavement people are currently in.

If we are talking dreams and not visions, then my take is that it is our subconscious coming through to help put reality into perspective, or if one is into denial about certain facets of their life, then the truth will also be revealed to bite you in the ass.
05-01-2017, 06:50 PM #10
Cynicalabsurdance Member
Posts:9,225 Threads:212 Joined:Feb 2011
agreed ,,
there's very little that will guide ya better than your second mind .

and thinking on that ,,, why is it , that some food that's Hot ,,, is called Chili ?

see what I mean ?



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