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Weird dream about a dead friend
Anonymous Kritter Show this Post
12-12-2012, 02:42 PM #1
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Last "nite" I had the weirdest dream about a best friend of mine who committed suicide with a 12gauge slug back in '97.

Ever since he died I have occasional dreams in which he is still alive... typically I never "see" him in the dream but he is a part of it... many of them had an on going theme that he even though everyone thought he was dead he was actually hiding out living somewhere else.

Alot of strange shït surrounding his suicide... was not typical.

Anyways, in this particular dream it was all about him... not like he was peripheral element like in so many other dreams. It was weird. I had his brain from somewhere... still pretty fresh but had started to dry out some and I was concerned it wasn't good anymore and tried to moisten it up a bit before putting it back in his body... which was weird too. Cause it was his body... and after I woke up this didn't make sense because he had blown his head off in RL. I got the brain back in and had some sort of plug into the skull that was delivering fluids inbetween the hemispheres. He was llaying there apparently in a coma like state after the operation which for some reason I had to do since his dad wasn't around... who is a doctor(pediatrtion). Then all of sudden he woke up! and started talking like normal! I was worried that he should take it easy and let himself heal up but he pulled the plug out of his head, leaving a decent sized hole, and got up! Was all full of energy and back to his self how I rememberd him and went to take a shower.
Anonymous Kritter Show this Post
12-12-2012, 03:55 PM #2
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His suicide was very unusual. and I only realized later after having this dream that it was about this time in the beginning of Dec that he died.

We were the closest of friends since early childhood. There was a group of us who stayed friends all through college till they moved away and started families. There were alot of similarities between us even though we were quite different. His family was well to do and always supported him... he never had for want.

That year in the beginning of July I had my little "episode" that I think I mentioned in my meth zombie thread where some switch was flipped in me... was quite an interesting trip. Part of it was seeing through the "veil" around us ...kind of like reading inbetween the lines of reality. Other level shït running simultaneously with ours ...over lapping realities. Embedded language codes in our everyday speech patterns. Part of my "trip" involved aliens living amongst us as humans(not really disguised but rather incarnated as)... and parallel time flows running with ours. I mentioned in that other thread spending a night in the hospital... well the next day was July 4th. I was suppose to help his dad out as part of the team that does the city firework show but that didn't happen. His dad has his ATF license and was kind of a hobby of his and me and friend were working for credits to get our own license eventually. Anyways, after having this weird trip of a week my parents took me and him out to see the new MIB movie which had just hit the theatres! Very strange coincidence as it paralleled much of the experience I had just had.

Few weeks later he went out of town to party with someone... not something he usually does. but he mentioned taking something. He was often fond of psychedelics but I never did find out what he took... whatever it was though he never came back down ...his "switch" had been flipped as well. Only he had a more negative bent to his experience. He was also seeing language codes and embedding meanings only of the more paranoid variety. I think I had a better deeper understanding of what I was seeing ...better ability to translate it. (which makes me think of that scene in the MIB movie where they mention humans not suppose to have a universal translator).

His parents had him put on anti-psychotic meds which are really bad for you. They treat the problem as a neural overload and simply shut/slow it all down. Long term use leads to brain atrophy. I figure often in these cases the brain has some wiring it needs to work through and this can hinder that... of course some people simply get stuck. I don't know that this was the case with him. He didn't like those meds anyways and would quit taking them.(note: was also on ritalin previously for childhood ADD) I was living out of town most of this time and I wish I had been here... I feel like I could have perhaps guided him or helped him during this period in which I only saw him a few times.

His mom called me after it happened wanting to know why he would do such a thing... it was all very strange. He wasn't staying at his apartment anymore and his parent had him at home. They always had issues with him smoking pot which he was quite the connoisseur of but I feel like it was one of the last things that was giving him pleasure. They had just an argument with him about it and told him he had to stop... his dad in the past often had made him give urine samples. Right after this argument in the kitchen he went back into his bedroom and blew his head off with a 12 gauge slug with no hesitation ...this is very unusual. Anyone who knows anything about suicides knows they aren't typically spontaneous acts like this.

Previous to this his mom mentioned he had been talking to himself which apparently he had taken to doing frequently after he started having problems... now here is where it get even stranger. She mentioned him saying something about "two Russians" which uncannily linked up to part my experience...

Now anyone who has "other level" experiences like this may be able to relate... it is as if you are able to see an overlay in your surrounding. Like maybe some sort of "astral" vision... i suspect it to something perceived when one's third eye is wide open. Like you are seeing particulate energy fields. This isn't real easy to describe... it is a kind of vision more easily perceived while shrooming in the dark. Anyways, I was doing some "work" and had a "gate" open up on my wall off to the side that my actions were being observed through. I could hear a pair of people talking to each other. Could not make out alot of what they were saying but they had an accent and were saying "da" alot. I got the impression they were some sort black project agents... of the Russian variety.

I have worried ever since that they were actually trying to suicide me but somehow had mistakenly switched targets to my friend who as being close much of our lives we had a similar signature.


...I know. All very crazy sounding shït... until it happens to you with verifications coming from other people and sources like I had. Then the unreal become very real and the your world just got that much bigger.

12-12-2012, 04:17 PM #3
Octo Mother Superior
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Very strange dream... Strange experience too. 13.gif
12-12-2012, 04:54 PM #4
JayRodney ⓐⓛⓘⓔⓝ
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Some subscribe to the the theory we are all from someplace else. We are the ones who went against the grain in the "old empire" so to speak, and we were put here on this prison planet to perpetually reincarnate.
Cayce eluded to that when speaking about the Atlantians. I've heard it said there are a proportionately high number of artists, musicians and philosophers here as compared to other planets, and those were considered dangerous to the old PTB.
All very fascinating, not certain about that personally but it is interesting and I like to keep an open mind regarding most things aside from Zeta Talk. coffeetime.gif

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Anonymous Kritter Show this Post
12-12-2012, 05:33 PM #5
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During my brief visit to the facility after having been there for about six or seven minutes, I observed a red pickup cruise rapidly past the senior center in the direction of the small neighborhood just east. It's undeniable that some of the residents of this neighborhood are in fact base employees, as was elaborated on in my first report on the Montauk project. Less that a minute later, the pickup scooted back in the opposite direction. The driver was going at a noticeably fast speed both times. Such maneuvers could possibly be explained as someone having left somewhere (such as home), realizing they had forgotten something and quickly returning. The problem with that explanation is that the vehicle was going the wrong way--that is, first towards the residences and then away. There was no chance the driver had time to go to any of the houses in the area--also, there are few places of employment nearby the driver could have been coming from, suddenly realized they had forgotten something, and turned around. Even if that were the case, why suddenly turn around and leave if you were nearly home? This just seemed really odd and I believe I was being surveilled. Incidentally I noticed a video cassette of "Men In Black" on a table right in front of the window inside the building.
http://www.cyberspaceorbit.com/phoenix_undead.html

I think there may be more to those movies beyond mere fictional work.

Just saw the new one recently and there are some details and subtleties that I would consider accurate ...perhaps an attempt to prep us for the reality in the not so distant future.

Some of strangest elements in those movies that we find humorous are in fact a true portrayal and conveyance of otherworldy truths. Not so much specifically but rather analogously. Peculiarities in alien communication is one of them but not necessarily the alien types themselves... but the idea of the very small or very large or cluster lifeforms or those with unusual symbiotic parts... all just a little beyond what I think mere creativity would be capable of except perhaps in a channeled capacity... in a sense that is what the many fiction writers are doing anyways... tapping into other realms of consciousness... sometimes those being closer aligned to our reality then others... sometimes the separation is more so in time then space.
12-12-2012, 06:52 PM #6
JayRodney ⓐⓛⓘⓔⓝ
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Wow, Kent's website is still up eh? I miss that guy, we had our share of interesting conversations. He's always going to be missed.

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JollyRoger Show this Post
12-12-2012, 09:30 PM #7
JollyRoger Incognito Anonymous
 
(12-12-2012, 04:54 PM)JayRodney Wrote:  Some subscribe to the the theory we are all from someplace else. We are the ones who went against the grain in the "old empire" so to speak, and we were put here on this prison planet to perpetually reincarnate.
Cayce eluded to that when speaking about the Atlantians. I've heard it said there are a proportionately high number of artists, musicians and philosophers here as compared to other planets, and those were considered dangerous to the old PTB.
All very fascinating, not certain about that personally but it is interesting and I like to keep an open mind regarding most things aside from Zeta Talk. coffeetime.gif


Would it shock you if I told you I remember where I was and what I was doing just before I was born?

It's called a Pre-Birth memory. I remember. Not everything but a lot. My oldest daughter remembers too.

Don't laugh, but years ago, I was a telephone psychic for the Psychic friend's Network. (Before Miss Cleo).

My trainer, who was a contract profiler for several Police agencies in the area, posed a question to me once that kind of shocked me because I never told him of my memories....

He asked, "Have you ever considered that you may be an Angel in the flesh?"

O.O

I laughed. Thought he was joking. But he was absolutely serious. He looked and me and said nothing with a look like.... "Dude... I'm serious".
JollyRoger Show this Post
12-12-2012, 09:33 PM #8
JollyRoger Incognito Anonymous
 
(12-12-2012, 09:30 PM)JollyRoger Wrote:  
(12-12-2012, 04:54 PM)JayRodney Wrote:  Some subscribe to the the theory we are all from someplace else. We are the ones who went against the grain in the "old empire" so to speak, and we were put here on this prison planet to perpetually reincarnate.
Cayce eluded to that when speaking about the Atlantians. I've heard it said there are a proportionately high number of artists, musicians and philosophers here as compared to other planets, and those were considered dangerous to the old PTB.
All very fascinating, not certain about that personally but it is interesting and I like to keep an open mind regarding most things aside from Zeta Talk. coffeetime.gif


Would it shock you if I told you I remember where I was and what I was doing just before I was born?

It's called a Pre-Birth memory. I remember. Not everything but a lot. My oldest daughter remembers too.

Don't laugh, but years ago, I was a telephone psychic for the Psychic friend's Network. (Before Miss Cleo).

My trainer, who was a contract profiler for several Police agencies in the area, posed a question to me once that kind of shocked me because I never told him of my memories....

He asked, "Have you ever considered that you may be an Angel in the flesh?"

O.O

I laughed. Thought he was joking. But he was absolutely serious. He looked and me and said nothing with a look like.... "Dude... I'm serious".


This is why I have always been interested in Ghosts and the Afterlife.

Now.... I don't think I'm an Angel. Far from it. But I DO believe I have a mission.
johnmiche Show this Post
12-13-2012, 03:48 PM #9
johnmiche Incognito Anonymous
 
Its very difficult to face such things.It will impart negative effects on your attitude and Psychological y its no not good for your health.Avoid such thoughts before you go to sleep.Myself also miss my father and mother a lot as they both are died.



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