I think girls end up hating me because I do not care much for material things.
Nor do I care much for everyday home-builder life.
Not to put make-up on things; I am aware of the less pretty aspect that maybe
I just can't handle responsibility
for anything/anyone (but self..?).
They all see right through me, after 7, 8 years.
There was only 1 lady who put up with me longer than that.
And I think maybe that was because I was on the road half of the time
She's still 1 of my best friends, though.
Sort of trust her with my life
But now, consequences are drawn and suffered - and I feel kinda...great!