I have felt like my lie has been invaded and studied my whole life as if I was some medical experiment! i also found God and Jesus as a child and they have been helping me since! I also played with Ouija boards as a child unknowingly the evil they can hold within! I have always felt that there was some evil messing with me for as long as I can remember, but I always looked up to God, him being the only father I ever had to look up to , since my real father I only met a couple times and my step father being an irate asshole all the time. God has been a big influence in y life and to see so many people in the world walking all over me, I feel that they have also been walking all over God as they walk on me!
It's usual funny too, because God will give me signs to show me when they are crossing the line by allowing something to happen to that person, when they begin to cross that line he has set before them.
I've had person after person come to me with hate only to leave in disbelievement of their own selves! So guess that's why I can be a broke mofo that I am and always will be, yet I can always laugh at those trying to bring their hate on the good Lord himself!
the world's own hate brought me to find God himself! Amen!!!