i have...my husband.
during my first marriage of five years, that man turned into a beast.
i had two small children and felt life had dealt me a shit hand.
i was devastated knowing i would spend my life with a man who thought i had ruined his.
one night, at my lowest, i had a dream:
im on the largest frozen lake in existence.i can barely see what i think are trees far far away on the shore.
i look down at my feet and see under about four feet of solid ice is a man.
hes tall, black hair, black clothes, beard, looks like a biker or a magician.
hes asleep i say to myself, but hes alive.
so who is he?
roughly a year later i leave my husband, he was a mean mofo.
and his putting of his hands on me became harsher and more dangerous, especially when i was pregnant with baby number two
i had to leave or i would have been killed eventually, sad to say.
my heart was black inside, i didnt think anyone would want me now with two little kid and a dangerous asshole ex.
i went to my fathers about two hours away and after a couple of days he grabbed my hand and said come on honey, there is someone i want you to meet!
we walked across the street to the house there and no one answered his knocks.
he said to me he must be sleeping.
the next day this man walks into my fathers house and said you wanted to see me?
he was tall, long haired and had the kindest eyes.
we played cards and then began to watch tv at his house while my two played on the floor and colored.
that was the beginning.
it was several months later when i was looking down at this man as he slept and remembered the man under the ice.
the likeness was uncanny.
it was HIM!
to this day, hes been a literal dream come true.kind, patient, gentle and funny.
we are over twenty years together now and i only wish for twenty more.