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12-24-2012, 02:30 PM #1
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You have to actually smell me.

I am tired of stinking like baby powder.

You can smell me here but you won't because I won't consider it... i am close to that line of never sharing my poo again.

You truly want me to go away i will ...and I am not drawing the distinction between disposable and cloth. because both have their squish factor.

I will continue to make these "stinks" and embarrass mommy over and over again cause I love the squish ...no other pleasure ...no joy without the ooze. So I do it out here in the open in front of YOUR real life friends because I don't have any... because I can't bare to leave the basement. I don't care anymore if everybody knows ...and I don't know how much of the truth about all of this you explain to people close to you. I LOVE WEARING SQUISHY DIAPERS!

You thought it was number one... but you can't believe I love number two... well trust me. The diapers don't have to be changed. You don't ever have to wipe your butt. You can enjoy the smell forever!. It's ok... but you have to make a choice. You can not leave them hanging like this. When they get too saggy the wonderful joy bringing poo spills out and is wasted.
All it takes is one gap.

Please save the poo
I may not find leak free diapers but at least I will no longer have wet furniture.

I will permanently switch to pull-ups ... Depends or otherwise. I will shove my passy down into the front and i ask that you never tell mommy where it is.

Leave me like this and I will continue to relish in the squish

Sincerely,

Squishy Pants
Anonymous Kritter Show this Post
12-24-2012, 02:31 PM #2
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now I have to make a stinky
12-24-2012, 02:42 PM #3
Octo Mother Superior
Posts:42,979 Threads:1,473 Joined:Feb 2011
Quote:You have to actually tell me.

...that there was never anything. or that there was and now there is nothing

There was never anything. There has never been anything. It isn't anything and will never be anything.

I have absolutely no emotional attachment to you and never will.

Can you go now?
12-24-2012, 02:44 PM #4
JayRodney ⓐⓛⓘⓔⓝ
Posts:31,393 Threads:1,439 Joined:Feb 2011
(12-24-2012, 02:30 PM)Anonymous Kritter Wrote:  You have to actually tell me.

...that there was never anything. or that there was and now there is nothing.

I am tired of thinking I know and guessing and then to be told a lie.

You can tell me here but you won't because I won't consider it a lie... i am close to that line of never coming back.

You truly want me to go away i will ...but by being mean and hurtful indicates you do care ...and I am not drawing the distinction between your persona's face and your real one. because it is all you really show me.

I will continue to make these "scenes" and embarrass you over and over again cause you give me no other way ...no other outlet ...no recourse. So I do it out here in the open in front of your real life friends making myself look the fool and exposing you to other visitors... because I don't care who else sees it. I don't care anymore if everybody knows ...and I don't know how much of the truth about all of this you have explained to people close to you.

You thought I was the one... but you can't believe I am now because I do not fit your preconceptions of what this "spiritually enlightened" person you were predicted to meet... well trust me. The predictions do not have to come true. You don't ever have to find your one. You can find them and then tell yourself it was never them. It's ok... but you have to make a choice. You can not leave them hanging like this. You are torturing them and making them hate you.

All it takes is one word.

Please end it.

I may not find peace but at least I will no longer have false hope.

I will permanently block any feelings or thoughts that creep back into my head about this ...or any future channel connections... false or otherwise. I will shove my regrets down into the pit and i ask that you never think about me or care ever again one little bit or those feelings will never go away and continue to churn.

Leave me like this and I will continue to attack you and attempt to ruin all that you built as I feel my feelings must be expressed ...the unbelievable amount of hurt you have caused me.

You have been cruel to me beyond belief... and you act like you don't understand why I return that cruelty. You don't realize that I don't sting out of revenge but rather trying to teach you what you have wrought in my soul... this thing you have created. The person who started climbing back up into themselves when they met you... started healing themselves from the love felt (...now they are becoming a warped version of themselves)but you couldn't wait... you didn't have the patience for them to come back after a mere weeks time. You hated them for the worry they made you feel and despised them for their weakness after first feeling concern. You never forgave them for that and ever since you have never forgiven even if you tell yourself you have. You even accused them of being unsympathetic of your own feelings in the midst of them wrestling with their own ...accused them of being shallow and callous.

You did not realize the weight you had put on this person you had been waiting for all you life because it was foretold to you... the suddeness of it all and the inevitable doubt that came with it that had to be reckoned with. They collapsed but got back up and you weren't there... email address deleted ...you pretended to give them another chance but you had your doubts too at that point and ignored them for over half a week just as you felt they had ignored you. You claimed you were responding to the wrong email address but was that really true?

You expected everything to be perfect and magickal right out the gate. You assumed there were no issues that needed to be worked through... you expected it to be like some sort of TV fairy tale? and now you don't know what to do? cause of this monster you have made... this drama explosion. regretting perhaps ever talking to this person or playing these love games online in the first place? fearing perhaps they may die if you cut them loose ...but I ask you. Why should you care? Cut them loose and they should be nobody to you. It should not matter what happens to them. You should be absolved of any guilt that worries you... I am absolving that for you right now. because it should not be any of your business what your wholesale rejection does to this person's life path... because whatever path it is will be the right one after it is tread. Have faith in that at least. Know also that there will not be a chance in another life... after this one I am done with this place and will not seek reconnection. I told myself that long ago if I die the wrong way I will never be back... I etched this promise into the very ethers ...and trust me. I do not incarnate as simply as everyone else. I did not this life nor many before. I do not go into the standard recycle system. That is not something possible for someone like me.

...and do not mistake me for someone who gives up or considers suicide an option that is not my way... and as you can see I have not given up on you. but it can not go on forever like this.

Some have the vision to see ahead... probable paths of what will occur. Inevitabilities based on factors of the heart for me is what I am seeing now. You teased me with what could have been... now you need to deal with what the reality is and give me closure. be done with it witch! ...and don't ever concern yourself with the guilt of your actions again!

end it please and I will never give you or your friends anything more to callously laugh at


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12-24-2012, 02:48 PM #5
Kreeper Griobhtha
Posts:10,779 Threads:647 Joined:Feb 2011
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Politicians hide themselves away
They only started the war
Why should they go out to fight?
They leave that role to poor
Anonymous Kritter Show this Post
12-24-2012, 02:51 PM #6
Anonymous Kritter Incognito Anonymous
 
(12-24-2012, 02:42 PM)Octo Wrote:  
Quote:You have to actually tell me.

...that there was never anything. or that there was and now there is nothing

There was never anything. There has never been anything. It isn't anything and will never be anything.

I have absolutely no emotional attachment to you and never will.

Can you go now?


yes I love pull-ups

thank you

and goodbye
12-24-2012, 02:52 PM #7
Kreeper Griobhtha
Posts:10,779 Threads:647 Joined:Feb 2011
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Politicians hide themselves away
They only started the war
Why should they go out to fight?
They leave that role to poor
12-24-2012, 06:35 PM #8
misterbumps Member
Posts:1,051 Threads:38 Joined:Apr 2012
sometimes, no matter how hard I try, I cannot understand some people...

I can see by your coat my friend you're from the other side. Just one thing I got to know. Who won?
12-24-2012, 08:12 PM #9
Accidental Stoner Member
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12-25-2012, 04:11 AM #10
オタマジャクシ Member
Posts:1,310 Threads:32 Joined:Nov 2012
(12-24-2012, 06:35 PM)misterbumps Wrote:  sometimes, no matter how hard I try, I cannot understand some people...


About 5% of the population have severe mental problems, so 1 out of 20 times trying to understand them is a big mistake.

I try a little bit and if it results in a really distorted mental picture I immediately punt.

Empathetic emulation of the deranged is a really bad idea.



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