What Is Wrong With Me?
So here I am trying to re-engage with reality, what I mean by this is for the past 3 years I've really tried to get my head around people and the whole world, like watching telly, listening to people that never think they have ever done anything wrong, and just say when I question this, 'don't worry, it's my fault, I'm just to caught up in the Bs moment, so it's my fault lol'. Pathetic right!
Living in the Bs world is so hard. Cuz that's all it really is. Bs
The whole world is so brainwashed, not just the people in it, but nature including all of the insects/plantlife and I'd even go so far to say the weather, though by weather I mean the atmosphere.
Am I starting to sound mentally deranged?
I gave up on trying to get my head around other people a long time ago. I don't miss it.
Do you really think plantlife is brainwashed?
The plantlife I'm looking at is.
The vegetable garden I'm keeping has turned into a jungle.
It’s just the old world that disintegrating. If you weren’t noticing these things something would be wrong. We all see different things in different ways. All that dirty, shitty energy, is all leaving. Enter the new. Welcome to the spiritual ascension process.
I would think that nothing is wrong with you or me and you are just having a moment of self-doubt. Do something for yourself or others that will bring positivity and rise you above that negativity.
Power without abuse loses it's charm.
I've spent my life trying to help others but 'enough is never enough'
They're all too far gone, and then crap themselves if they get ill or think they are going to die from some complaint they made up in there heads.
I don't get it?
I don't have money, I never have, I've just quite happily given it out because someone close (family/friends) have wanted something, I don't see the point of money?
I can't put a price on my time, and I'm nothing special, but how do you put an hourly rate on your time?
How do you price your life based on doing something you don't really like anyway for an hourly rate.
There is no amount of money I could put on an hourly price of my time , doing something that in my eyes is pretty pointless anyway.
All I need is food, water and oxygen, shelter is everywhere.
I have no money, therefore I have no home. I'm looking in the Outer Hebrides for somewhere to live at this moment in time.
Miles and miles from everything and everyone, might build a treehouse, might dig an underground house, might do both and slide from the treehouse into the underground house.
And croak around this planet for another 500 years because knowing my luck my heart will never stop beating lol
Sounds like you had your illusions broken. Good! Everybody should experience that once in a while.
I found the best way to help someone is to be your optimal self and do you!
My other family is here